These couple of weeks have been… difficult. I think I might suffeing fom depression
I spent two nights in the ER due an acute pain in my abdomen. Turns out my gallbladder is filled to the brim with stones and I have what appears to be a rather big ovarian cyst… only it might be something entirely different.
As far as I know it could be cancer… or it could be just a bad case of PMS. Next week I will have all my tests. I’ve been living in pain for two years; I can’t afford private care and the Mexican health system is good once you get to the specialists. In the mean time you get to die in an ocean of assholes pencil pushers.
Today I also found that the man I’ve always considered the love of my life or the one that got away is getting married. I let myself get close to him again even tho I knew nothing good would come of it.
I’m scared, depressed and just plain lonely. I can’t talk about my fears with my family. Mom shuts off the minute I start talking about my health, my brother travels a lot, it seems that my friends just care about their own problems. I’m just very sacred.
As far as I know it could be cancer… or it could be just a bad case of PMS. Next week I will have all my tests. I’ve been living in pain for two years; I can’t afford private care and the Mexican health system is good once you get to the specialists. In the mean time you get to die in an ocean of assholes pencil pushers.
Today I also found that the man I’ve always considered the love of my life or the one that got away is getting married. I let myself get close to him again even tho I knew nothing good would come of it.
I’m scared, depressed and just plain lonely. I can’t talk about my fears with my family. Mom shuts off the minute I start talking about my health, my brother travels a lot, it seems that my friends just care about their own problems. I’m just very sacred.