Dec 02, 2007 21:04
Title: Family
Author: RogueGuitar13
Pairing: Rose/10
Rating: PG
Rose... you asked once if I had a family back home.
Honestly... there was only one person I missed and she wanted nothing to do with me.
Mother, a woman who gave you life.
A woman who leaves you at almost four and only comes back when it's convienient.
A woman who cast you to your father because she cant handle taking care of a bright child.
A woman that calls you to her and then pushes you away.
Someone who misses all the important things in your life.
Never there for birthdays, and the few times she was... well she ran to leave.
Christmas... arguments and family death.
We are raised by the world around us, and they wonder why I wanted to leave.
The one time I have a family of my own... I couldn't keep them together.
So you asked me if I was afraid, if I'm still afraid.
The answer is yes... I'm always afraid someone will leave me again.
This is why I don't want family again Rose... they tear you apart inside.
I hate them, I hate her... even though I love her the most.
I can't hate you too... so don't ask me... don't ask for family.
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