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May 19, 2006 09:56

so i was going to post a silly music post like Mrovka ... but my answers were pretty lame. and besides ... this is my last day in green bay for the next 11 weeks. shouldn't i be discussing something more ... personal, then what iTunes thinks is my breakup song?

I've pretty much been avoiding thinking about certain aspects of this summer. i'm excited to be with my friends out there, to be building the massive fiddler set, to be working on fiddler again, to be outside getting sun ... well maybe that part isn't so fantastic knowing my sensitive complexion. but i'm looking forward to being out in fargo again. its really a nice city. but then i think about being away from jason for three months, and i just want to break down and stay. but that is silly. i know many people will just tell me to suck it up ... but its going to be rough. its the longest we've been apart, and i know i'm going to miss him like crazy. as jason keeps saying, it'll make us stronger.

i don't want to be stronger, i want to be with him.
78 days til i get back. i haven't even left and i'm counting down.
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