nightmare

[rogueangel]

woke up from a nightmare just a little while ago. a screaming match over the phone with kyle in reguards to my most recent breakup with drew. i can't just post portions of what i can remember on here, but if you still read this kyle, my appologies. i think kyle might be the only one who should hear it, but he might not want to. his choice.

i can't type logically here. my mind is all fucked up right now.

but hey, real internet comes today. no more scavenging for free wireless like a lion hunts for gazelle, seeking out the defenseless and weak ones. finally good strong net just for me ... and john and amanda and jeff.

i can't sleep