having a panic attack and.....
I have just been so unsure lately that I'm going to be in any way successful after school. I am living the worst panic attack that I've ever had right now. This whole evening has gone from "why can't I find a better paying job" to "why am I going to fail at life?" Because no matter what anyone else says to reassure me, I feel as though I am getting further and further behind where I need to be. I can't decide what I'm doing, but I know that if I want to do anything at all I better make up my frickin mind. The only thing is that I really need to stop thinking about other people, and what they want me to be. I just need to find out what I want to do.
So other than that... life is fine. I need to do something for myself (I think this is what TKD Becky was talking about) or I'm going to end up in a very bad place.
And everyone knows I have my doubts but I'm praying that I'm strong enough to do this.
So other than that... life is fine. I need to do something for myself (I think this is what TKD Becky was talking about) or I'm going to end up in a very bad place.
And everyone knows I have my doubts but I'm praying that I'm strong enough to do this.