Apr 21, 2005 00:46
These last 2 days have been a mixture of shitty and amazing. Work has been fun but interesting. This 33 year old guy who i thought was just a normal guy started hitting on me today, and he has a girlfriend, and she works there too! So i am like, what the fuck. But besides that, apparently, there really was a conspiracy with my entire relationship with Robert. It's like straight out of Pride and Prejudice. Apparently his friends thought that I was a gold digger, and that i was high maintenence, and they spent like our entire relationship trying to break us up. I mean, one person I have no trouble believing, but the other one, it was a complete shock to me. But this is all through people who they allegedly told, but i have reason to believe them. Also, Apparently, Robert might have cheated on me towards the end of our relaitonship, even though he told me that he didn't. The worst part of it is that i think that he did. I don't know why, but i think that he did, i just get that feeling. I mean, i don't care about the relationship anymore, but I just want to know for my own closure, and just so that I can know whether to write him off or not. Also, i want to know about his friends, because i am really not going to keep up courtesy to people if they are treating me like shot behind my back. It just makes me a little sad, that's all. I mean, i seriously wasted like half of this year on him. Damn that sucks.
but back to work, I saw this old Culver intern named Sandy, and we talked, and then tonight just by chance i saw my friend from Culver Jean Bradley, like i was just filling in for someone at the ticket booth so that they could take a cigarette break, and I was like "that girl reminds me of Jean", and thn i was like "Jean!" and we hugged and she went to see her movie, but it was nice.
Time to forget all the bad things that i have found out and experienced in the past 2 days. I swear, life is trying to kick me in the balls. Luckily I have balls of steel BITCHES...ahahahaha....But anyway, I get paid Friday, and hopefully that first check will make it all seem worth it, PLEASE make it all worth it. But at least it's something to do.....Peace...