Wedding thoughts
I know it has been like ages and ages... over a year i guess.... who knows if anyone still even reads this stuff.... but we will see.
If i were to update about everything that has gone on then i would be here forever... so we'll just post for the reason i felt the need to do so... being that i have just been thinking alot and need a place to unload....
I have a brother now... for those of you who don't know last weekend my sister got married.... My big sis. i am soo happy for her! but at the same time i am sad since she is going to be moving to the states and i don't know when i will get to see her....over the years she has become less of a family member and more of a very close friend... one that ids irreplaceable to me. i don't know i just miss her alot.
But this guy... my brother if you will... is amazing for my sister... Dan just complements Heather so much there couldn't be anyone better for her than him.
All these weddings is making me really long for my big day.... i see these events and the planning and i just can't wait but i know that i am not ready i ahve to finish school and everything it would just shake my life up alot right now.... but at the same time i ahve always longed for that day ... anyone who knows me will tell you i ahve been planning for my wedding for Years....
I guess pacients is what God is teaching me now... but i want so bad to grow into that part of my life.... but at the same time i don't wanna grow up either..... is there away i can do both.... there should be!
If i were to update about everything that has gone on then i would be here forever... so we'll just post for the reason i felt the need to do so... being that i have just been thinking alot and need a place to unload....
I have a brother now... for those of you who don't know last weekend my sister got married.... My big sis. i am soo happy for her! but at the same time i am sad since she is going to be moving to the states and i don't know when i will get to see her....over the years she has become less of a family member and more of a very close friend... one that ids irreplaceable to me. i don't know i just miss her alot.
But this guy... my brother if you will... is amazing for my sister... Dan just complements Heather so much there couldn't be anyone better for her than him.
All these weddings is making me really long for my big day.... i see these events and the planning and i just can't wait but i know that i am not ready i ahve to finish school and everything it would just shake my life up alot right now.... but at the same time i ahve always longed for that day ... anyone who knows me will tell you i ahve been planning for my wedding for Years....
I guess pacients is what God is teaching me now... but i want so bad to grow into that part of my life.... but at the same time i don't wanna grow up either..... is there away i can do both.... there should be!