and God says Blair Gets nothing!
so the weekend trip to belleville is fast approaching.... and the voice loss from last entry has not gone away. turns out it is Laryngitis.... and the only good thing about that.... NO WORK!
but hey it isn't so bad, i mean i am in no pain... no sore throat or fever or stomach pain just a loss of voice. and as much as i dont wanna go away sick it comes as kind of a relief! see my friend Blair even though i love him,feels that sex with me would be the ultimate thing. Given i have done stuff with him but that means nothing... and as much as it weirds me out the way he talks, i like to know that there is someone out there who thinks i am attractive. so i don't wanna dash his dreams.... plus... we are going out to the bar and when i drink i get very flirty... and yea, so Mark has promised to look out for me... and i guess God is too by giving me this non-dabiliating sickness that keeps me from doing anything with Blair.... ah it is almost like Gr 9 all over again. If someone tells me God doesn't love me... man do i have examples.
but hey it isn't so bad, i mean i am in no pain... no sore throat or fever or stomach pain just a loss of voice. and as much as i dont wanna go away sick it comes as kind of a relief! see my friend Blair even though i love him,feels that sex with me would be the ultimate thing. Given i have done stuff with him but that means nothing... and as much as it weirds me out the way he talks, i like to know that there is someone out there who thinks i am attractive. so i don't wanna dash his dreams.... plus... we are going out to the bar and when i drink i get very flirty... and yea, so Mark has promised to look out for me... and i guess God is too by giving me this non-dabiliating sickness that keeps me from doing anything with Blair.... ah it is almost like Gr 9 all over again. If someone tells me God doesn't love me... man do i have examples.