life.... love.....
life has become far to complicated.... all i want to do is live my life.... avoid any type of hurt or pain and be happy with the friends i ahve and the life i have. not to say that i am not happy with where i am... i love my friends and my life.... but i seem to live in constant fear that it is all gonna be ripped away from me.
as well you always sit and analyze any convos you have with people that mean the world to you.... if it is with females you look for tha chance of back stabbing with a guy.... if he likes you... but as with normal people they don't always know that you are analyzing them and as such they don't put forward what they want to. you may be everything thing to this person but beacause of how they take what you say you don't get that. i feel that all any woman wants from a relationship is to be her mans world.... not to say that he can't have other people in his life... but thyat she means so much to him he doesn't want to be away... and that he gets uber excited when he is gonna see her. That everyday he thinks about her and can't wait until she is near him again...... well atleast that is what i really want. i may be totally off my rocker.... but somehow i don't think so.
as well you always sit and analyze any convos you have with people that mean the world to you.... if it is with females you look for tha chance of back stabbing with a guy.... if he likes you... but as with normal people they don't always know that you are analyzing them and as such they don't put forward what they want to. you may be everything thing to this person but beacause of how they take what you say you don't get that. i feel that all any woman wants from a relationship is to be her mans world.... not to say that he can't have other people in his life... but thyat she means so much to him he doesn't want to be away... and that he gets uber excited when he is gonna see her. That everyday he thinks about her and can't wait until she is near him again...... well atleast that is what i really want. i may be totally off my rocker.... but somehow i don't think so.