Conundrum
I just don't know what to do anymore. I want a job but I don't know what one. The one I had thought of after the accident, I'm too stupid now to be able to complete. My head won't let me figure out the math and science required for the Animal Health Technology of Mesa's vet program.
My body is physically incapable of being able to swim fast and strong enough to be at Sea World.
I've never became fully fluent in my idealized language -French. Not that that would amount to much.
As much as I love history, I can't imagine myself teaching. I don't think history enables anything but teaching. Besides, I couldn't even pass the prealgebra required for that degree. I took it twice. I had two councilors, talked to the teacher, took the "slow" version of the class, took the computer version of the class, went through the disabled persons' councilors, AND I went to tutors! To no avail.
But hell, I need a job that doesn't physically hurt me, isn't boring over 3/4s of the time, that allows me to pay off my bills, and enables me to not live paycheck to paycheck (i.e. save some money).
My body is physically incapable of being able to swim fast and strong enough to be at Sea World.
I've never became fully fluent in my idealized language -French. Not that that would amount to much.
As much as I love history, I can't imagine myself teaching. I don't think history enables anything but teaching. Besides, I couldn't even pass the prealgebra required for that degree. I took it twice. I had two councilors, talked to the teacher, took the "slow" version of the class, took the computer version of the class, went through the disabled persons' councilors, AND I went to tutors! To no avail.
But hell, I need a job that doesn't physically hurt me, isn't boring over 3/4s of the time, that allows me to pay off my bills, and enables me to not live paycheck to paycheck (i.e. save some money).