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I was uber stressed today. Still kind of am. I skipped class. I felt blah all day.
I am still sad over Adam. I know this sadness is gonna last a long time, probably longer than it should. But with so much stress on me right now, it's gonna be harder for it to go away. Sometimes I wonder, does this mean I love Adam?
These online classes suck. The teachers don't respond to my e-mails. It's too easy to slack off. To get behind. I just think it was a bad idea.
Tomorrow I have a test in Web Design. I did the homework tonight, and I really half assed it. I know I could do better but I don't care. At least I don't have to work tomorrow.
I am beginning to increasingly hate my job more and more everyday. I hate the attitudes I have to put up with, the stupidity, the ignorance. I hate it all.
I am watching Bang Bang You're Dead on Sho. Classism sucks. People who think they are better than everyone else because they are popular should die. Popularity is such bullshit.
I can understand why some kids are driven to killing others. Doesn't mean I condone it, I just understand it. Kids up to and over age 21 are the most cruel beings on earth. At least adults have some concept of right and wrong. But not kids. Teenagers. Adolescents. Pathetic really.
I am still sad over Adam. I know this sadness is gonna last a long time, probably longer than it should. But with so much stress on me right now, it's gonna be harder for it to go away. Sometimes I wonder, does this mean I love Adam?
These online classes suck. The teachers don't respond to my e-mails. It's too easy to slack off. To get behind. I just think it was a bad idea.
Tomorrow I have a test in Web Design. I did the homework tonight, and I really half assed it. I know I could do better but I don't care. At least I don't have to work tomorrow.
I am beginning to increasingly hate my job more and more everyday. I hate the attitudes I have to put up with, the stupidity, the ignorance. I hate it all.
I am watching Bang Bang You're Dead on Sho. Classism sucks. People who think they are better than everyone else because they are popular should die. Popularity is such bullshit.
I can understand why some kids are driven to killing others. Doesn't mean I condone it, I just understand it. Kids up to and over age 21 are the most cruel beings on earth. At least adults have some concept of right and wrong. But not kids. Teenagers. Adolescents. Pathetic really.