Apr 19, 2004 01:13
Well im sorry everyone that i havent updated in a while..since so many people read it, but who cares about quantity its quality right!! I would rather have 3 good people reading my journal and one person that i love more than anything(steph)than a bunch of shitheads..lol..
So today was kind of depressing overall: to start the day off steph woke me up at 6 in the morning..lol..a little to early for me..but it was to see her so i didnt really care. So i got up and took her to tim hortons so she could get her plain bagel with cream cheese toasted well and an iced cappacino that she left in my car(it was good steph..lol). But it was too soon before my angel had to leave me to go to Canada(everything will be alright steph..im prayin too)..shes upset and that makes me upset, but i know that everything will be ok and that her grandpa will be fine..and i will be able to see her on tuesday when she comes home hopefully..
Then i had to go to work at 11 this morning..WOW..what a day thats all i can say about that..It was cool because i got to work with ben..but we also had to work with scarry sherry(the 50's greaser who has a comb in her back pocket at all times and loves slicking her hair back and talking with a raspy ass voice..but shes cool..lol..joking) other than that she is slow as hell, cant make a sub for shit..even when i tell her what to put on it takes her 45 minutes to make a sub..hey heres an idea sherry..GET A REAL JOB YOU PUTTS..YOUR LIKE 50..COME ON..BY NOW YOU SHOULD BE RETIRED FROM YOUR JOB..BUT OH YEAH THATS RIGHT YOU PROBABLY GOT PREGNANT AT THE AGE OF 16, STILL LIVE WITH UR PARENTS, AND ARE TAKING TAXPAYERS MONEY BY LIVING OFF OF WELLFARE..LOL..OK NOW THAT I GOT THAT OUT!!! no but seriously guys the only people who really know are steph and ben.. i mean ben has worked less days than sherry and is already 10 times better than her..thank you ben..lol.. so yeah we were really busy sherry is gay..and i had to stay an extra hour and a half to help out another incompetent asshole named raj who cant figure out how to do things for himself..bastard..lol
So after a long day at work i was upset because steph was gone, work sucked, i finally came home and went to go look at the car that im thinking about getting with my dad. I liked the car i mean there were a few things wrong with it that would need to be fixed but nothing really major..i love it though..except for the few things wrong i like it a lot..whether or not i get it i dont know yet because even though i would be paying for it my dad still feels the need to talk it over..lol..whatever pleases them i guess..who cares what i want with my money. but yeah its a 95 camaro and if you want to see what it looks like its on walton right near sashabaw..its not purple(contrary to what you think steph), its like a maroonish burgandy color..
then i came home fell asleep until the best part of my night came at about 1030 when i got to call steph and talk to her until she fell asleep like usual..lol..i still love you steph! And now i am getting ready to start on my outline for my research paper which should have been done by one of my group members(shitheads)..lol..but instead they pawn it off on me..oh im soo thankful that i get to do an outline thanks guys..you are great..cuz its not 130 in the morning and im not tired off my ass..lol..man what a day..
I think it all boils down to the fact that i dont want steph to be gone right now..i love her more than anything, she thought that i got mad at her today which i really didnt..i was just busy at work and i couldnt really talk to her, and sherry likes to tell on people stupid greaser..but i love you more than anything steph, you will always be my angel no one can ever take away what you have given to me, and no one can ever replace that feeling.. you are the greatest thing to ever step into my life, and i want to live out all of those dreams that we have made together(as long as i get the basement..lol) i wanna be your huckleberry forever, i love you soo much..you mean so much to me..even though ur a butthead..lol..jk..
I LOVE YOU!!!
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