Sep 28, 2010 15:10
Day 28 - Someone that changed your life
it's always, always hard to remember, in the bleak moments of utter self-loathing when you're overcome with the bone clenching, gut deep sadness that spreads through the limbs like phantoms until you are completely at one with melancholy, until you can feel everything move all at once and you are left with the taste of cold in the roof of your mouth and your ears ring from how loudly your despair echoes in the hollow of your chest, that there are those who do not judge you, and instead know exactly how you feel and are just as desperate for meaning as you are.
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"Hey, Mom, Dad!"
"Oh, hi, well, I'm off to my appointment."
"._."
"AND I'M OFF TO THE BABY SHOWER!"
"FINE, I'LL JUST GO BE ALONE."
"Well, how is that different from any other time?"
".-."
HAHA SO. i guess today is entirely devoted to packing and cleaning. :(
no use complaining about other things.
sigh,
what am i getting myself into,
motivation lol what's that,
nothing productive,
korea asfadherh,
stuff my mom says