stupid....stupid....stupid..........
i guess its been a while since I've wrote on here. *shrug*
my birthday is on sunday, i'll be 25. exciting. but not really. todays my grandmas 80th birthday, i need to call her soon. i also have to get ready for work. *blah*
i want this.
just been kind of blah recently. james went snooping through my phone inbox. cuz he says he feels paranoid and blah blah blah. thinks since all of his exes cheated on him and left him, he thinks im going to do that too. ugh.....why doesnt he think he can trust me? i dont feel like writing too much on this. basically i dont have the time. i can see some point to what he's saying tho. it only seems like they come later in the evening sometimes because of the time difference. blah. im done, i need to get ready for work. and i dont feel the need to write anymore......
i want to start to draw. i have alot of ideas in my head. i wish i was capable of getting those ideas from my head to the paper.......blah.
my birthday is on sunday, i'll be 25. exciting. but not really. todays my grandmas 80th birthday, i need to call her soon. i also have to get ready for work. *blah*
i want this.
just been kind of blah recently. james went snooping through my phone inbox. cuz he says he feels paranoid and blah blah blah. thinks since all of his exes cheated on him and left him, he thinks im going to do that too. ugh.....why doesnt he think he can trust me? i dont feel like writing too much on this. basically i dont have the time. i can see some point to what he's saying tho. it only seems like they come later in the evening sometimes because of the time difference. blah. im done, i need to get ready for work. and i dont feel the need to write anymore......
i want to start to draw. i have alot of ideas in my head. i wish i was capable of getting those ideas from my head to the paper.......blah.