you could do better
the sickness has me again...and i am doing laundry and ordering pizza...i want to blow my head off...my throat hurts...i am back to a bad place...my head never stops hurting...so what if i dont wear make up...or dress like a skank...or do my hair...so what if i dress like a boy...and demand the best of people...and act like a bitch...so what if i am a perfectionist...so what if i worry about everything at least i can handle myself...so what if i am sad sometimes...so what if i "love humanity but hate people"...people are so sad so destructive so cruel...so what if i am lost sometimes...if we look at everyone closely nobody is good enough...