sighs sighs.
So I'm pretty bummed right now because my mom basically told me that there's no way I'm doing that pre-college summer art intensive at NHIA unless Hell freezes over and Jesus magically appears at my doorstep with 1,650 dollars... So yay. Except not. I want to do it soooooooooo fucking bad. It's like the first thing I've really felt passionate about in a long time. I can't even make 400 dollars in six months. Even if I did and saved it all, it wouldn't pay for nearly half of it. My mom said there was absolutely no way. It's not fair. It's not like I can wait and do it next year either, because by next summer it will be too late. I'll already have applied to college and made my portfolio and basically I'm going to go cry. So I'm done. See ya.