I found the right guy but i need help....part 2
the other night i took him to my fave spot in the world that over looks the city...i go here to clear my mind....and since i was cold out side we were sitting in his truck keeping warm... then 2 cyotes ran in front of his truck...chaseing eachother and plaing in the freshly fallend snow... were he then told me bout an naitive american prophcey bout who its a good omen if one crosses your path....so then i was sitting cold so i was sitting there wraped in his arms leaning my head on his shoulder thinking...well my friend had told him that when i am quite its not a good thing cause since a i talk all the time...so he asked me whats up and i told him nutting...and he wouldnt let up.....so i asked him what he thought of me.......and he paused for a moment and then told me "if i didnt like you why i be sitting here right now with you and touching you like this?" i was like no but i have had other men who have done the same and just wanted sex....Earlier he had bent over to give me a kiss and he me wrapped in his arms in such a way that other guys used that as a way to take an advanage of me...when i told him this he just leaned down kissed my forhead and whisphered ...."told you i am a gentmen..." then yesterday i called him him just to say hey whats up and he kept me on the fone for like ever....i mean i had to go grab a new cordless fone at one point cause i had wasted the battery on the other fone.......so its just hard cause i want to tell him more but i know i cant and shouldnt....**tear**