Toooo much to handle
There has been sooo much going on lately and I don't know how to handle it all. There's the damn Spanish shit...I don't even know what to think about that anymore. I mean, there's nothing I can do about it now. Then there is theory and piano....I'm just so worried that it's all going to get screwed up. I don't want my education to end here. I really want to come back for my junior year. I'm not ready to give up yet.
I had my Italy interview today and I think it went really well. I just don't know what's going to happen. There are a lot of really good people applying and I'm not sure I can top any of them.
Gah exams! I have Piano in about an hour, then I have English tomorrow and Theory on Wednesday. I just need a break. I'm really looking forward to going back home. I need to be home!
PS: I wish some people would just stop judging me...I can't help who I am and I'm not going to change for you. Seriously though, how can you be so pissed at me and not anyone else? I'm not going to be that person you take out your anger on. It's not going to be me, because I've too much to deal with as it is. I won't let you ruin what little sanity I have left. So much for friendship. I mean, you really think you know someone. I can't keep this going if you won't ever talk to me or open up to me. This is a two-way street...
I had my Italy interview today and I think it went really well. I just don't know what's going to happen. There are a lot of really good people applying and I'm not sure I can top any of them.
Gah exams! I have Piano in about an hour, then I have English tomorrow and Theory on Wednesday. I just need a break. I'm really looking forward to going back home. I need to be home!
PS: I wish some people would just stop judging me...I can't help who I am and I'm not going to change for you. Seriously though, how can you be so pissed at me and not anyone else? I'm not going to be that person you take out your anger on. It's not going to be me, because I've too much to deal with as it is. I won't let you ruin what little sanity I have left. So much for friendship. I mean, you really think you know someone. I can't keep this going if you won't ever talk to me or open up to me. This is a two-way street...