This is a tragic outcome with me and Rebecca running parallel to Jim Carrey and Jenny McCarthy. I was really rooting for Jim Carrey and Jenny McCarthy to be a Hollywood Couple. It was because Jim Carrey symbolized how funny guys who aren't bodybuliding hunks can win the beautiful girl.
That was me and Rebecca. I'm silly. Rebecca had been asked a couple times by Playboy pose.
The article talks about how Jenny McCarthy's autistic son hasn't gotten over Jim Carrey. It shouldn't be a surprise. Jim Carrey is really cool. He's so funny. How could a kid not love the idea of Jim Carrey as a dad?
With autistic children, it's tougher. First of all, Evan's a kid. Kids don't always understand the adult world and relationships. Secondly, he's autistic. You can't help feel sorry for all 3 of them.
- I feel sorry for the kid because he doesn't know what's going on and he bonded with Jim Carrey as a father figure
- I feel sorry for Jenny McCarthy as the mother that can't really fix it directly because it's like a kid wanting Jim Carrey Ice Cream, but they don't serve that flavor anymore
- I feel sorry for Jim Carrey because he didn't mean for that to happen
That's part of the commitment when you think you're going to spend the rest of your life with someone who has a child from a previous relationship. You naturally introduce the child to the new guy because you think it's going to last. So Evan bonded with Jim Carrey.
Now here's where the Psychic Field throws a wrench in things and helps explain my plight with Rebecca. For the last couple days (well, weeks even), I've been repeatedly talking about how Rebecca won't talk to me.
That aligns with Jim Carrey. The news article states that Jenny McCarthy has used various avenues of trying to reach out to Jim Carrey asking if he'll see the son. It appears that Jim Carrey won't. He has his reasons, but he just won't.
I don't think that makes Jim Carrey a bad person. He just has his reasons. For whatever happened between Jim Carrey and Jenny McCarthy that became their reasons for splitting, Jim Carrey detached himself like any guy would from the relationship.
It sounds kind of mean, but on a certain level, the responsibility lies with Jenny McCarthy as the mother because Evan is her child.
For the record, I'm not trying to bash on Jenny McCarthy. People will assume that just because I'm a guy on the outside that I don't know what motherhood is like. So where do I get off saying Jenny McCarthy has to "deal with it."
I'm in the same rut as Jenny McCarthy. The way that I'm reaching out to Rebecca as Jim Carrey and her refusal regarding any contact is the same. The way people have little sympathy for me over Rebecca is in alignment with Evan who is autistic. I keep reaching out to Rebecca like a Forrest Gump.
Rebecca said no, but I keep reaching out to her. It looks stupid, but I keep playing the fool because there's that last shred of hope that Rebecca might wake up and realize how the Psychic Field was tossed on its ear and where she'd soften up. However, I doubt that's going to happen.
The sick irony is that Rebecca is sort of justified in a warped way to ignore me even though it is causing disruption around the Planet and putting people in harm's way and even death. She has to be given that leeway because her "defiance" and saying no has to be respected so that future generations of women (or guys) who are the object of affection of a powerful Psychic similar to me can say no without being blackmailed into emotional submission.
The one thing I won't stand for is future Psychics of my caliber BULLYING people into dating them or claiming they have to be with them because "if they don't, they're going to harm people."
I don't want future Psychics twisting my words.
That's not what I meant. What I meant with Rebecca "based off of her current level of understanding and comprehension of 2012" is that if she still had any feelings for me and her issues were just tied to the mistake of how she chose to interpret it, then come back. However, if she was really intent on leaving and just doesn't want to have anything to do with me, don't punish other people. Do the "shutdown" properly and make a formal registration like signing divorce papers.
Don't just toss Psychics aside. Make a formal release. The reason why Rebecca cannot be compared to future generations of women (or guys) that say no to a powerful Psychic's romantic advances is that 2012 was a world where nobody knew about the Psychic Field or Subconscious Collective affecting people around the world.
Future generations of women who say no to a Psychic's romantic advances should already know this stuff and will be factoring it in when they choose to get into a relationship with a Psychic or break it off with a Psychic. Rebecca just thought this was all about me being jealous over her liking 2 other guys. I was on the other end trying to tell her it's not like that and that it's that she was dragging other people through her shyt and to have mercy on those people.
That was my issue with her.
People may wonder how this will benefit society. It does sound like it's cumbersome. However, I claim it's better for relationships in the long run because people will think before they just choose to break up "because they feel like it." They'll be more careful and think about the repercussions of getting involved and breaking up. They'll think about how it affects other people's lives. They'll be more careful in how they interact.
I still firmly be believe that if Rebecca really knew the entire story, she would've reacted differently. I think she would've tried to work it out with me more rather than dumping me the way she did unaware that her action would get other people hurt or killed. Rebecca's not that type of person who will do things that get others physically injured. Few people are like that.
It's just that 2012 is the last of an era of people who were completely oblivious to this world.
There is reason to pity Jenny McCarthy as the mother. However, the child isn't Jim Carrey's responsibility. Evan is Collateral Damage. It's kind of expected that when you yank someone out of a child's life, it's going to cause problems.
In some sense, Jenny McCarthy is looking to Jim Carrey for something that is unique to Jim Carrey. I don't know why Jim Carrey and Jenny McCarthy split. That's between them. Though from a psychological perspective, who did the splitting kind of matters.
If Jim Carrey is the one who chose to break it off because there was some issue with Jenny McCarthy, then it doesn't look bad for Jim Carrey because it hints at some personal hang-up that Jim Carrey couldn't deal with. So therefore, Jim Carrey's personal needs overruled that of a child that wanted a father. However, even in that worst light, Jim Carrey is still justified.
Jim Carrey can't help that he's got such a super-awesome kooky personality that Evan couldn't help but love. That's what makes Jim Carrey the awesome Jim Carrey.
Now if it was Jenny McCarthy that chose to axe the relationship, then Jim Carrey takes less blame if he didn't want to break up with Jenny McCarthy. It would mean from that perspective that Jenny McCarthy cut it, but didn't realize that her son Evan was bonded to Jim Carrey. If that's the case, then the fault would lie more with Jenny McCarthy for cutting a line feed she didn't realize was there.
So this is where Rebecca and I align. Things are flipflopped where on one level I'm the kooky Jim Carrey and she's the beautiful Jenny McCarthy. However, I'm the one with the autistic son regarding my software program.
This whole thing about Rebecca cutting ties with me is technically the fault of my software program as the "autistic son."
I loved Rebecca deeply.
I really loved her.
However, what I didn't anticipate was that as I got closer to her, my Psychic Abilities like the Alien Symbiote suit that tries to bond with Peter Parker as Spider-Man in "Spider-Man 3" started to sink into her. Marvel Comics tells things from the Anti-Christ Perspective. That Alien Symbiote suit that was supposedly eating away at Peter Parker's soul or life force was the Supergirl Software Program. It's the Supergirl Essence. However, that essence is from the Planet. So it's really a Christ Essence.
The problem with Rebecca is that she has a lot of bad habits. Her bad habits were causing her to trip up with the software program. So when I told her on 4/17 of 2012 via text that K/Ala Marie Golden from Montgomery County was gunned down, I told her those are her Alabama tags. Montgomery is Alabama. K/Ala means Alabama.
That was the day after the Alabama Crimson Tied Crystal Ball Trophy shattered. That Crystal Ball symbolizes the Psychic Field. That's her favorite team. Trent Richardson, as the player, born on a state date was taking Courteney from Hueytown to the prom. That's where Rebecca is from. That news article surfaced the day before.
That symbolizes the violent destruction of Rebecca's training and separation from me. When she chose to pull away from me and the Psychic Field, that was like taking the Crystal Ball and shattering it.
So that's like Jim Carrey who doesn't want to see the autistic son. Then you've got me as a variation of Jenny McCarthy that has been reaching out to Jim Carrey trying to see if she'll still see the autistic son, but he won't.
The way that Jenny McCarthy is letting his son watch DVDs of Jim Carrey movies to soothe the son is the way the Subconscious Collective has been comforting me by manifesting ghost images of Rebecca's tags to cheer me up in my despair.
I cited how German model Micaela Schafer (Initials MS) posted on her Facebook page a sexy picture of her wearing a bikini with soccer balls as the cups for her bikini. I had just finished talking with M. Shelman (Initials MS) about soccer. SO/CC-ER is the Significant Other 3/3 Mary or the Significant Other James Doohan Mary. That's Montgomery Scott. So Rebecca as Mary Magdalene would be SO/CC-ER.
When I was in 4th Grade, I used to play soccer at recess. Dan O. (DO as 4/15 for Elizabeth Montgomery) and I used to be goalies. The people who were really good were Grover and Paul M. PA-u-L is Father in union with Pisces. Rebecca has a father tag.
The thing I remember as a 9 year old in 4th Grade is that Paul would be on our team, but then he'd mess with us by changing sides in the middle of a game and score on behalf of the other team. I remember how me and other people who had Paul on our team would be yelling at him calling him a traitor for switching sides. Paul would laugh. He thought it was just funny to switch sides like that.
Now in regards to Jenny McCarthy's son Evan, she technically has the last laugh. Jim Carrey is known for his role "Bruce Alabama Mighty" with Morgan Freeman as God.
The next movie was "EVAN Alabama Mighty" with actor Steve Carell reprising his role as Evan BAXTER.
Will Ferrell is born 7/16 like my Aunt Mild/RED. Rebecca is a Redhead. In the movie "Rod Burgundy" where Burgundy means red, there's the comment at the end of the movie with how much Rod Burgundy loves that dog Baxter.
If Rebecca is a redhead aligning with Rod Burgundy and Baxter is Evan Baxter in "Evan Almighty" played by Steve Carell born 8/16 like Madonna aligning with my Virgin Mother tag, that's a hint at how much Rebecca as the redhead loved that dog.
I once commented on how Jack Black (Rebecca Black) as the angry biker takes Baxter and throws the dog over the bridge symbolizing the Communication Bridge.
That variation of me as Rod Burgundy eating food and throwin it out the window that hints the angry biker is a muddled version of Rebecca's carelessness as the Burgundy/Red and then Rebecca who drives a Harley Davidson with the bike where she's the angry biker pissed when I threw that text at her as "food for thought" about Kala Marie Golden that hit her in the face.
Rebecca, pissed off like that biker, grabs Baxter as Evan Baxter symbolizing me as a Virgin Mother theme and tosses me off the bridge as the Communication Bridge.
The overdramatization of Rod Burgundy in anguish over Baxter thrown off the bridge is a version of me that was distraught over Rebecca and me getting separated from each other.
This is just all so sad. What people don't see is that I am in tune with what's going on in the news. This news article about Jim Carrey and the autistic son Evan was while i was writing a term paper on autistic children. So when I logged onto check the news feed, I saw that article pop up and instantly knew it's talking about Rebecca.
What saddens me is that peope think I'm just pining over Rebecca. However, they don't realize how many lives were affected by Rebecca's actions. Rebecca doesn't see it.
Rebecca is a nice person. Same with Scott and Bliss. If they REALLY knew what happened, they wouldn't have done the things they did.
That's where that whole crappy "Jesus Christ-y Oh, you know not what you do but I forgive you" crap comse in. The reason why I'm so "understanding" is because I know what's going on in the Psychic Field and why things are doing that. So I don't get as mad. I get upset, but I don't hold a grudge against them because I know they didn't see it.
It's like the 2 year old that sets fire to the rug that burns the entire house down. You can be pissed at the 2 year old, but the 2 year old didn't know any better. How can you blame or punish the infant that is too young to know?
That's the rut that I'm stuck in.
I always "understand." For 8 years, I've understood. However, as more time passes, and months turn into years, you eventually get burnt out understanding and being the one to sacrifice while there are 7 billion perfect qualified individuals that could have helped carry the load, but they don't.
Maybe they didn't know, but that's what happens when people neglect their education. The one who did see what the problem is has to do the fixing.
In my "Managerial Reailty" class, our professor Mr. Richards0n said that in a relationship where there is a problem, the person who is usually the one at fault has to do the least changing while the person who diagnosed the problem is the one who has to do the most changing.
Rebecca caused a huge upset that caused injury and death, and I'm the one who has to cover for her. Rebecca hasn't done a single thing.
I love Rebecca very much, but she's just ilke my stepdad who has her tags as a 3/17 Male aligning with her as a 7/13 Female or Alabama Female. My stepdad has his issues and refuses to accept responsibility for a lot of things. He refuses to see a therapist. He would have temper tantrums or sulk.
When you remove Rebecca's beauty and her charm, she's like my stepdad. That's why when I want a clearer perspective on things about Rebecca, I just examine my stepdad to see what he did. That's how I figure out what Rebecca did by using my stepdad as a map.
Jenny McCarthy is currently dating Brian Urlacher. Brian Urlacher is born 5/25 like Bliss.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brian_Urlacher Brian is like my cousin Brian born 4/20 like Rebecca's Second Life creation date. That's how I can use calendar dates and birth dates to prove that what is going on with Jenny McCarthy and Jim Carrey aligns with my situation.
My niece T/Ala is born 5/25 like Brian Urlacher. T/Ala means Female Alabama. It also means "Star" in Filipino. Rebecca has a Supergirl tag as Karen Starr. My cousin is Karen.
Brian Urlacher is with the Chicago Bears. In "Rod Burgundy," the dog Baxter can talk to (Chicago) bears.
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Jenny McCarthy: My Son is in Therapy Over My Split from Jim Carrey
By Suzy Byrne | Goddess: Celebrity Moms and Dads - Tue, Jun 5, 2012 2:45 PM PDT
(Christopher Polk/Getty Images for NBCUniversal)
Jim Carrey has fired back at Jenny McCarthy, who said on "The Howard Stern Show" Monday that her ex-boyfriend basically turned his back on her autistic 10-year-old son Evan after their five-year relationship came to an end in 2010. "I will always do what I believe is in the best interest of Evan's well being," the actor said in a statement. "It's unfortunate that Evan's privacy is not being considered. I love Evan very much and will miss him always."
During her interview with Stern, the "Love in the Wild" host was grilled about her split from Carrey, and was asked whether or not he still spends time with Evan, who the actor credited with teaching him "how to love." McCarthy, 39, revealed that Carrey, 50, chooses to no longer see Evan and it's been very difficult for her son to not have the "Dumb & Dumber" star in his life.
"The kid's in therapy over it," McCarthy - who is now dating Chicago Bears player Brian Urlacher - told Stern. While Evan asks to see Carrey "almost weekly," her movie star ex, has said no to any visits. "I've tried to ask numerous times," McCarthy said, noting that while she hasn't felt comfortable contacting Carrey directly herself, she's gone through various "channels" in an attempt to get him to reach out to her son. "Hopefully they will talk again." Until then, she plays Carrey's movies for Evan and soothes her child by telling him: "Someday you will cross paths."
Both Stern and his sidekick Robin Quivers said they were "sad" to hear McCarthy detail Evan's heartbreak with Quivers saying, "You don't get involved with a child to dump the child."
McCarthy echoed the sentiment, but added that she still had love for Carrey. "I think you can love people from a distance and respect him. But as a mother, you just hope when you have a relationship with someone, it has nothing to do with the child when you break up."
Carrey, Evan, McCarthy and Jane Carrey at the "Horton Hears a Who!" premiere in 2008 (Kevin Winter/Getty Image …
McCarthy and Carrey started dating not long after Evan was diagnosed with autism, a time she described to Stern as being "a really dark period of my life." Carrey was a fixture by her side as she became an advocate for autism research, supporting events she held for her charity, Generation Rescue, and even marching in Washington with her, Evan, and Carrey's daughter Jane. During their relationship, Carrey became very close to Evan. "He taught me how to love," Carrey said in 2008. "And without Evan I might never have seen the greatness of Jenny's spirit."
When the couple appeared on "Good Morning America" in 2008, McCarthy said that she dubbed her then-boyfriend "the autism whisperer" because of his unique ability to connect with Evan. "When I first introduced Evan to Jim, you know … you never quite know what to expect," she said at the time. " A lot of people don't understand, when they meet a child with autism. You have to be very animated to get that child's attention, and I think I can tell you that I have the most animated boyfriend in the world. But he really had a way of understanding Evan's thinking. And I watched it and went, 'Oh my gosh, he's got it.'" For his part Carrey, said it "took a lot of patience and a lot of love" to bond with the boy and that they had " a lot of fun" together.
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