I wanted to concede that
Eric Braeden got a Star on Hollywood today:
- Braeden = Bra/Eden
- He played John Jacob Aster in "Titanic"
- Robin Williams's Birthday is today 7/21
- In Eric Braeden's Bio, he's married to Dale Russell, which is a guy's name
- I said Sunny Leone born Year of the Rooster (Cock) is actually a guy, which is why Sunny Leone's Fiance Matt Erickson as Eric born 11/11 doesn't realize he's actually in a Gay Relationship
As I said, there's nothing wrong with that. In fact, it actually helps the Gay/Lesbian Community for legalizing Gay Marriages. I said I'm Fe-Male making me a Lesbian since I'm into women.
The reason why I posted about Eric Braeden is to balance it out. I had said that if you keep on flooding the Data Stream in the Electromagnetic Field with Bad Publicity regarding the name "Eric," it will negatively affect anyone named Eric or variations of that name like Erin or Erica.
I keep reminding the Subconscious Collective that you never know if you're someday going to need the help of someone named Eric or Erica. However, if we keep on bashing on the Erics of the world, they won't be there when you need them or the Erics who are children won't develop properly or be at the right place at the right time years or decades later.
We need all the help we can get.
Even though Eric Braeden might seem like a bad character, Subconscious Eric Braeden was helping out by taking the role of the wealthy John Jacob Aster on "Titanic" because Titanic means Satanic.
If it's a Satanic movie and someone named "Eric" is the richest on there, then it's hinting that Sunny Leone's Fiance as Eric is the Anti-Christ Character. So an Anti-Christ "Eric" would naturally be the richest on a Titanic that "God struck down."
Subconscious Victor Garbor did the same thing where he has that 3/16 Tag for Erik Estrada and Elizabeth Valentine. It was being used to point the guilty finger at Isabella Valentine born 11/11 and Eric born 11/11.
Subconscious Victor Garbor was trying to help.
I said 7/19/2007 how Victor Garbor as Peter Bovington in "Will and Grace" had the saying "Sinfully Delicious" as the Cocoa Devil. It's a Satan Tag tied to Sunny Leone's Fiance Matt Erickson = Eric born 11/11 = Erik Estrada = 3/16.
Erik Estrada is also a Sleeper Agent. He was on a show where he was in Law Enforcement and protecting Latoya Jackson born 5/29 like me. The Jackson Family is African-American and has 2 siblings both born on 5/29.
Rebbie Jackson is born 5/29 and the oldest. It's pointing to me as the oldest sibling. It's also hinting at the "Toy" in LaToya because I had said that Sunny Leone's Fiance is a Blow-Up Doll or Sony Erickson Phone that she uses when she's reaching across to be intimate with me.
Conscious Sunny Leone may not realize it, but Subconscious Sunny Leone knows the symbolism. That's how you get a cross-over that is lopsided where I have to fantasize about Sunny Leone in Spiritual Form and with no body while Sunny Leone has a Life-Size organic Blow-Up Doll to get herself off.
It would've been nice if we could have alleviated the Middle Man with Isabella Valentine born 11/11 and Eric born 11/11. Isabella Valentine is a Phone Sex Operator and Matt Erickson is the Sony Erickson Phone.
That's why Eva Green in "Casino Royale" leaves a message on the Sony Erickson Phone with Richard White's Phone Number. Richard White is the name of the Fiance in "Superman Returns." Richard White is played by James Marsden born 9/18 like my Godfather who gave birth to my cousin Karen.
It could be even argue that I let Subconscious Sunny Leone "drown" or die when I chose to give Conscious Sunny Leone my Blessing where she could marry Matt Erickson and be with him instead.
Technically, Subconscious Sunny Leone and Conscious Sunny Leone can't co-exist in the same way Matt Erickson and I can't both be Sunny Leone's husband or partner. Not unless Sunny Leone becomes a Maha Raja with Matt Erickson and I as more than one spouse.
Maybe this sounds selfish on my part, but the reason why I'm aversive to being another spouse to Sunny Leone is because I've spent my entire life not having someone who loved me and just me alone.
I almost had it with my online girlfriend Valerie. Her Initials VEM mean the Female(V/Chalice) Sunny Leone(EM/5-13). However, when I tried to separate from Bliss who already had her Lesbian Lover Ravenshade, rather than being relieved or happy for me, Bliss got jealous.
I had said that the only time Bliss wanted me back was when another woman had taken interest in me. I felt like a used toy that Bliss lost interest in and had discarded. However, when Valerie found the toy and started playing with me, Bliss suddenly wanted me back.
I kind of see this foreshadowing what may happen with Conscious Sunny Leone. Conscious Sunny Leone doesn't even know I exist. It may turn out that she may only want me after she sees that other women want me or appear desirable again.
The reason why it would be hard to accept those terms is because I'd be asking in the back of my mind about Sunny Leone, "Where were you when I needed you?"
The other thing that would bother me is if Sunny Leone chooses to be with me for the Fame. It would mean she's not doing it out of Love or any actual interest in me.
Another bad thing would be if she's just being with me out if pity and because she feels sorry for me. That's not Love. That's guilt. That's Psychological Control.
The same could even be said about the People of Earth. I don't like Religion and think people should find their own way. However, I can say that having "Faith" is like being in a Marriage and where there's commitment. That I can understand.
If people are truly devout, they should marry themselves to an Ideal of Jesus Christ they truly believe in and embrace, not out of guilt.
If you want to talk about the whole Followers of Jesus Theme, people who choose to be followers of Jesus should be doing it because they really believe in the cause. It should be something they feel strongly or passionate about.
Even if Sunny Leone broke off her engagement and was single and available, I wouldn't want her to be with me if she isn't passionate about me. You should be with someone who you're passionate about and who stirs you. It should be someone who moves you. It should be someone who accepts you for who you are.
I had said that Sunny Leone and I would have a doomed relationship because I'd be looking at her wondering if she's comparing me to Matt Erickson and having expectations that I should exceed him.
I don't need that. That's not a relationship between 2 people. That's a 3some because someone else is being used as a Measuring Stick. The person used as a measuring stick doesn't need to say anything or be physically there. Their presence is just felt and will ruin it for the other 2.
I think that's why I keep talking about Subconscious Sunny Leone who has been sabotaging things and inserting all kinds of hidden symbols right under the nose of Sunny Leone and her Fiance. Subconscious Sunny Leone knows everything and she's can compare both me and Sunny Leone's current fiance.
I think the reason why Subconscious Sunny Leone likes me more is because I'm aware of she exists. Conscious Sunny Leone and Matt Erickson don't know Subconscious Sunny Leone exists. When I make decisions or talk to Sunny Leone, I talk to Subconscious Sunny Leone as an equal. I know she's there and listening in. She may not be able to say anything directly, but she can hold up Neon Signs that say how she feels about things.
The same goes for all other Subconscious Minds. People may wonder why Subconscious Version of themselves would listen to me and it's because I acknowledge them and know they exist. You first have to acknowledge they're there.
Even if I was a horrible, mean tyrant (which I'm not), Subconscious Minds would prefer to interact with me than no one at all. It's not that I'm all that great. It's because I'm the only game in town. That's a Spiritual Monopoly.
As I said though, it's not about being friendly or nice to Subconscious Minds. Your memories of everything you've done act as a Karmic Credit Score. People have to remember that you can't lie to Subconscious Minds. They know everything about you. You have to technically confess all your Sins and actually mean it.
Subconscious Minds know if you're lying or engaging in Self-Deception. They can read your thoughts and they can also get a good impression of you by checking with the Subconscious Minds of all the people you've ever come in contact with your entire life.
So if you're the type of person who, lies, cheats, and steals, you'll have a really low Karmic Credit Score because you're untrustworthy and unreliable. I happened to skate by because I'm a Virgin and I was on a Mission of Mercy doing out of Love and fear that Sunny Leone was being manipulated and taken advantage of in Summer 2004.
On a side note, there's something that is odd about Isabella Valentine. Isabella Valentine technically lied or went even further with her deception regarding Sunny Leone.
Back in February 2004, Isabella Valentine posted photos of Sunny Leone walking around talking on the phone. Isabella Valentine wrote her Blog in such a way passing those photos off as her own.
I had said that before Sunny Leone and her Fiance Matt Erickson get angry with me, they should realize that Isabella Valentine had numerous opportunities to nip my "infatuation" with her in the bud. Instead, she kept up the facade of being the woman in the photos.
That's why it's so ironic how Isabella Valentine lashed out at me and publicly flamed me in front of her friends when she was protecting a lie. I had said that I used my own real photos and real name. Isabella Valentine felt the most threatened even though she was using Fake Photos and a Fictitious Business Name.
This hints at how Bliss and her friends fell for a trap. They were blinded by their own prejudices toward Males and sided with Isabella Valentine because she was Female. Bliss was the worst because she'd known me for 4 years and I'd helped her get HavenMUSH up and running. She didn't know Isabella Valentine. Isabella just had more credibility because she was a woman.
I had said that if I had been Female, Isabella and I would've been evenly matched. If I had been a Lesbian or Bisexual Female, Isabella wouldn't have spooked the way she did.
Bliss torched my friendship with me over a lie because she placed all her trust in Isabella Valentine. I said that maybe Bliss didn't know me as well as she thought she did even though we'd fought in battle together on "Eternal Night II" Mud.
There's that line in "Kryptonite" by 3 Doors Down that mentions that if it wasn't for that person saving them, they'd be dead. There were so many times I came to Bliss' aid on "Eternal Night II" Mud to help her. I was loyal to Bliss, and yet she turned her back on me.
I had loved Bliss deeply and even told her I'd relocate to England if she wanted me, but she didn't. She threw me away for Isabella who is really just a Female Version of me in disguise.
That's why I said Isabella Rod and Isabella Valentine run parallel to each other. However, my name Isabelo is on my Birth Certificate while Isabella Valentine is not her real name.
Even when I go around saying that IR/77/CHRIST refers to me, that's a "Spiritual Fictious Business Name." It's the Flip Side of Isabella Valentine's Fictious Business Name going in the other direction.
That's why Eric born 11/11 as the Hybrid of Isabella Valentine born 11/11 and Sunny Leone as E-RI/C for the 5-13 Sun Leo is technically the offspring.
There's reference to the Gay Relationship between Matt Erickson and Sunny Leone in "Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle":
- John Cho gets thrown in Jail with an African-American
- The cellmate refers to his "2 Gay Fathers."
- I said Sunny Leone is born Year of the Rooster (Cock) and actually a guy
- Matt Erickson is a Scorpio like my dad
- John Cho is Asian like me
- John Cho = JC = Jesus Christ
- All the Letters in CHRIST add up to 77 = IR on the Periodic Table (My Initials)
- Jesus Christ was the 77th in Line
Even at the end of the movie, John Cho's character has a huge crush on this girl in his apartment who wears a Red Shirt with a Star on it referring to Sunny Leone
Karen, with the Psychic Boobs, in "Mean Girls" is wearing a shirt that has a Star on it referring to Sunny Leone. Sunny Leone's real name is Karen.
Actor Eric Braeden Gets Hollywood Star
LOS ANGELES (AP) - Eric Braeden, who has played ruthless tycoon Victor Newman on "The Young and the Restless" for more than 25 years, received a star Friday on the Hollywood Walk of Fame.
Braeden's co-stars from daytime's top-rated soap opera, former Minnesota Gov. Jesse Ventura, a friend and fan of the show, and former heavyweight boxing champion Ken Norton were on hand as star No. 2,342 was unveiled on Hollywood Boulevard.
Also at the ceremony was George Kennedy, who appears with Braeden in "The Man Who Came Back," a Western movie scheduled to be released next year.
Braeden, 66, joined the cast of the CBS soap in 1980 and won an Emmy for his role in 1998.
Born Hans Gudegast in Germany, Braeden came to the United States in 1959. He often played German soldiers and costarred as Capt. Dietrich in the 1960s TV drama "The Rat Patrol."
He also played John Jacob Astor in the 1997 Oscar-winning smash "Titanic."
Braeden co-founded the German-American Cultural Society, which aims to promote a positive, realistic image of Germans in the United States and advance German-Jewish dialogue. He has been honored by the German and Israeli governments for his efforts.
07/21/07 00:02 EDT
Posted: 2007-07-21 00:03:57
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