LESSONS: In-Kind Services, Sacrifices, Family, Miscarriages
I was talking to Davis on the phone:
DAVIS: This is a billion dollar industry. If you had put in over $100,000 I'd feel more obligated. However, we've barely even scratched the surface.
That's the "Convenient" answer that Davis puts forth when it comes to how he should be paying back money. Because it's "not that much," it's low priority.
As I said, people are quick to criticize other people, but when they do it, they come up with excuses.
Then we get to see how THEY like it when people do it to them. That's how you test people when it comes to Double Standards.
People like to argue and say:
Story about Giving Money
There's a story I once told that I heard in Church during Christmas:
There was Church Mass and the Archbishop conducting the Mass as well as the entire Congregation was waiting for a Sign from God. It was said that when poeple donate the right amount of money, the Light would shine down upon the Collection Plate showing God's Favor.
All the nobles, aristocrats, and wealthy went first. They put huge sums of money, food, and riches hoping that their gifts would please God. Everyone went up, but there was still no Sign from God. No light showed down on the Collection Plate and this disturbed the Archbishop.
At the end of the line was this poor 5 year old girl. Her dress was tattered. She was grimy, underfed, and her hair was all dirty. She had been shoved to the back of the line because she was seen as "unimportant."
All she had left were two half-pennies. It was all she had, and you could tell that it was probably the only money she had left for her and her little brother. They would most likely go without food that evening because it was all they had.
The Archbishop smiled in amusement as the meek little girl approached the collection plate. He decided to humor her and let her put her money in even though it was a pitifully small amount compared to the large sums of money and riches already donated.
As soon as the girl put the two half-pennies into the Collection Plate, the Light of God shined down on her and the Collection Plate.
Why?
It's because God saw that it was a huge SACRIFICE on the part of the little girl. God knew that giving up that little amount was a huge sacrifice to the girl. What the aristocrats, noblemen, and wealthy gave up wasn't that huge of a sacrifice.
Value and Sacrifice
I tell this story because this is the attitude that Davis takes when he downplays the sacrifice that me and my mom made. When Davis needed the money, that was BLOOD money that came out of my mom and from me.
Maybe it wasn't $500,000 or $4 million like that which you'd see from wealthy people, but it was a huge sacrifice on my family's part. The reason why I get upset at Davis is because Davis exploited my mom's Love.
My mom doesn't care about the Film and Entertainment Industry. She's a retired High School Remedial English Teacher. Her last wish and what causes her a lot of anxiety and worry in her old age is that her one and only Son be able to support himself and be self-sufficient before she dies.
That's why she gave all that money. She doesn't care about Davis or what he's doing. If it wasn't for me, my mom would NEVER have given Davis a single penny. However, Davis used me to get to my mom as leverage.
That's why it's a huge slap in the face every time Davis turns around and says, "Well, what you gave isn't really that much."
When Davis needed the money at that point in time, it was a huge sacrifice on my part and of my family. Davis couldn't get the money anywhere else and so he begged to get it from me expressing how important and "necessary" it is for success.
That's why Davis made himself look even worse when he lied from January 2005 - March 2005 about what he did with the $15,000 Loan he got from my mom. He made it look like he gave it to Dave Summers when he in fact did not. In fact, he lied and told Dave Summers I had never come up with the money and that I failed in doing so because of "Family Problems."
So Davis made it look like it was my fault.
For anyone who knows me, I always come through when I say I'm going to do something. I'm usually cautious and won't over-extend myself on things I can't deliver. The only time I've ever done that is because of Davis who would badger me or keep on wearing me down.
That's how Davis was able to get that $15,000 Loan. He'd call me every day. "Did you talk to your mom? Did you talk to your mom? Did you talk to your mom?"
Then when I'd tell Davis that I don't want to borrow money from my mom, he'd use the Guilt Trip on me.
"Well, I feel justified in asking to borrow money from you because I'm doing all the work."
It reflects how I was pregnant as the Virgin Mother and getting forced to take on more than I could handle. It shows the callousness and lack of sympathy on Davis' part as well as everyone else.
Oh, trust me. I know all about my family and what happened. That's why you have that omen with Davis getting his BMW totalled October 2002 when a truck driven by a person named Blaney shares his name which is unique.
I even know about my Aunt Elvessa's first daughter Arlene getting accidentally pregnant in college by Quinn:
I said that everyone's been given specific ID Tags with their name that allows me to cross-reference their actions.
As I said, when people try to get smart with me, I just summon other people to come into their lives and start doing to them what they did to me. That's how you get the "Golden Rule" and "Eye for an Eye."
- Davis was complaining about In-Kind services that Dave Donihue was claiming are his contribution
- Dave Donihue is asking Davis to provde the $35,000 for the Film Project
- It's Donihue who wants to get his film project independent and refuses to give up 50% of the Rights
- Donihue claims that the services that he's providing are the value of the film
- Davis is discontent because he wanted full rights to the Script, but Dave refuses
- Davis said, "Donating your time on your own movie isn't anything he'll feel sorry for."
- Technically, Davis is correct since he's the person donating the money
- On the other hand, Dave Donihue is providing a really good script that will supposedly make money. Supposedly. Everyone in Hollywood believes their stuff is the greatest script on Earth
- Technically, Davis is correct since he's the person donating the money
- Davis said, "I get this weird feeling." That's because it's the Psychic Phenomenon manifesting itself
- Davis says, "Without the money, Dave Donihue can't do anything."
- I thought that argument Davis posed was funny
- I tried to make the same point with all the loans he's taken out against my mom and off my Credit Card ($20,000)
- Davis downplayed it and said that it's really not that much money
- It's the SAME perspective that Davis takes where he's in my position and where Dave Donihue needs Davis' money
- Notice how when it's Davis who is the one who has to put out money, Davis is the one who makes a big deal about it
- I thought that argument Davis posed was funny
- Dave Donihue "coincidentally" happens to be from Washington State where I'm from :o)
- I knew about Dave Donihue last year because I was talking about actor Troy Donahue last year
- Troy Donahue is for Helen of Troy
- The brother is Phil Donahue = Philp = Philippines
- Phil Donahue is married to Marlo Thomas daughter of Da/NN-y Thomas
- I said that Bliss is Thomas
- I knew about Dave Donihue last year because I was talking about actor Troy Donahue last year
- Phil Donahue was before Jerry Springer came along
DAVIS: This is a billion dollar industry. If you had put in over $100,000 I'd feel more obligated. However, we've barely even scratched the surface.
That's the "Convenient" answer that Davis puts forth when it comes to how he should be paying back money. Because it's "not that much," it's low priority.
As I said, people are quick to criticize other people, but when they do it, they come up with excuses.
- I said that Dave Donihue is a mirror image of Davis
- Dav(E) = Davi(IS) when Sun(E) = Existing(IS)
- The way that Dave refuses to budge on his contract is the same way that Davis is about money
- When Davis needed money from me, he was kissing my ass
- As soon as Davis got the money and I'd inquire about when I'd get paid back, he'd give me this lecture on how the money I've put in isn't really that much. He'd downplay it
- I said 3/5/2006 how I got pissed when Davis slipped by saying how he wanted to fly to Vegas to gamble, I asked when he'd be able to pay me, and he laughed and said, "You don't do anything"
- When people need money from you, they'll tell you what you want to hear
- However, AFTER people get the money and they don't need you anymore, the sly ones will deflect your arguments or downplay your claims when you ask
Then we get to see how THEY like it when people do it to them. That's how you test people when it comes to Double Standards.
People like to argue and say:
- "That's a totally different issue"
- "That's not the same thing"
- "You can't compare those two"
Story about Giving Money
There's a story I once told that I heard in Church during Christmas:
There was Church Mass and the Archbishop conducting the Mass as well as the entire Congregation was waiting for a Sign from God. It was said that when poeple donate the right amount of money, the Light would shine down upon the Collection Plate showing God's Favor.
All the nobles, aristocrats, and wealthy went first. They put huge sums of money, food, and riches hoping that their gifts would please God. Everyone went up, but there was still no Sign from God. No light showed down on the Collection Plate and this disturbed the Archbishop.
At the end of the line was this poor 5 year old girl. Her dress was tattered. She was grimy, underfed, and her hair was all dirty. She had been shoved to the back of the line because she was seen as "unimportant."
All she had left were two half-pennies. It was all she had, and you could tell that it was probably the only money she had left for her and her little brother. They would most likely go without food that evening because it was all they had.
The Archbishop smiled in amusement as the meek little girl approached the collection plate. He decided to humor her and let her put her money in even though it was a pitifully small amount compared to the large sums of money and riches already donated.
As soon as the girl put the two half-pennies into the Collection Plate, the Light of God shined down on her and the Collection Plate.
Why?
It's because God saw that it was a huge SACRIFICE on the part of the little girl. God knew that giving up that little amount was a huge sacrifice to the girl. What the aristocrats, noblemen, and wealthy gave up wasn't that huge of a sacrifice.
Value and Sacrifice
I tell this story because this is the attitude that Davis takes when he downplays the sacrifice that me and my mom made. When Davis needed the money, that was BLOOD money that came out of my mom and from me.
Maybe it wasn't $500,000 or $4 million like that which you'd see from wealthy people, but it was a huge sacrifice on my family's part. The reason why I get upset at Davis is because Davis exploited my mom's Love.
My mom doesn't care about the Film and Entertainment Industry. She's a retired High School Remedial English Teacher. Her last wish and what causes her a lot of anxiety and worry in her old age is that her one and only Son be able to support himself and be self-sufficient before she dies.
That's why she gave all that money. She doesn't care about Davis or what he's doing. If it wasn't for me, my mom would NEVER have given Davis a single penny. However, Davis used me to get to my mom as leverage.
That's why it's a huge slap in the face every time Davis turns around and says, "Well, what you gave isn't really that much."
When Davis needed the money at that point in time, it was a huge sacrifice on my part and of my family. Davis couldn't get the money anywhere else and so he begged to get it from me expressing how important and "necessary" it is for success.
That's why Davis made himself look even worse when he lied from January 2005 - March 2005 about what he did with the $15,000 Loan he got from my mom. He made it look like he gave it to Dave Summers when he in fact did not. In fact, he lied and told Dave Summers I had never come up with the money and that I failed in doing so because of "Family Problems."
So Davis made it look like it was my fault.
For anyone who knows me, I always come through when I say I'm going to do something. I'm usually cautious and won't over-extend myself on things I can't deliver. The only time I've ever done that is because of Davis who would badger me or keep on wearing me down.
That's how Davis was able to get that $15,000 Loan. He'd call me every day. "Did you talk to your mom? Did you talk to your mom? Did you talk to your mom?"
Then when I'd tell Davis that I don't want to borrow money from my mom, he'd use the Guilt Trip on me.
"Well, I feel justified in asking to borrow money from you because I'm doing all the work."
- This was before I knew that it was my Psychic Abilities pulling people in
- This was while I was on "Psychic Maternal Leave" giving Birth. So it makes Davis look even worse making the Virgin Ma/R-y do all the work while she's PREGNANT
- Do you know that my Aunt Elvessa was pregnant with the 5th Child and a Miscarriage when she was trying to help carry too much?
It reflects how I was pregnant as the Virgin Mother and getting forced to take on more than I could handle. It shows the callousness and lack of sympathy on Davis' part as well as everyone else.
Oh, trust me. I know all about my family and what happened. That's why you have that omen with Davis getting his BMW totalled October 2002 when a truck driven by a person named Blaney shares his name which is unique.
I even know about my Aunt Elvessa's first daughter Arlene getting accidentally pregnant in college by Quinn:
- AR/Len-E = IR(AR) Steal My Sunshine(Len) Sun(E)
- Q u I-NN = God(Q-Star Trek) in Union with(U) God(I) Valentie(NN/2x14)
- I said that Davis is born Valentine's Day
- Quinn is Korean
- K-Or/EA = Aquarius(K/11) Sun(Or/V in Philosophy) L u CK of the IR is H(EA/51/3x17)
- That's Davis (Quinn) getting Rod the Fe-Male (Arlene) pregnant
- It was while Arlene was in College because it symbolizes when I was in "Psychic Boot Camp"
I said that everyone's been given specific ID Tags with their name that allows me to cross-reference their actions.
As I said, when people try to get smart with me, I just summon other people to come into their lives and start doing to them what they did to me. That's how you get the "Golden Rule" and "Eye for an Eye."