LESSONS: Sniper, Wolf, "Love Boat," "Aladdin," "Red Balloon"
Wow, here's an interesting Sign that cropped in the news about a Sniper who is going to represent himself in Court:
For my friends who went to junior high and high school with me, it's more like feelings of worry, concern, and pity because my behavior is so unorthodox and out there. That's why Scott even said I was experiencing Signs of Megalomania where you have delusions of grandeur.
That's why people get this unique perspective with me as the Guinea Pig. I keep saying that I'm correct about Psychic Phenomenon and my Scientific Research I've done on this. I have been sitting her for almost two years now listening to everybody chatter about how I'm mentally unwell.
All the while, I keep getting all these readings that crop up in the news that align with what is going on in my Life. When I say that, I mean specific key words. Not just random things. Vague things that are hard to prove would be stuff like:
I'm very picky on what you deem Psychic or Non-Psychic Activity. As I said in previous posts, there are tons of Psychic Incidents that occur around me every day, but over half aren't even worth printing because you can't verify it.
That's why I'm like a Newspaper Editor. You can't publish just anything. You need to make sure you can back it up with sources and witnesses. If possible, include a picture. People are a lot smarter now and they demand proof.
Technology Today
Now that we have Digital Cameras, Screen Captures, Video Cameras, there's really little excuse for why you can't come up with some decent proof. We're a lot smarter now. The reason why people are skeptical of me though is because:
This comes back to how people take a lot of things for granted. All the readers and most people in the United States don't even think about their Mental Health. No one has ever accused them of being crazy. That's because they conform to society. Society has a tendency of alienating and branding non-conformists as mentally ill.
That's why I came up with the term "Psychological Discrimination." It's the type of Discrimination where people discriminate agianst you because of what you think. If you think a certain way and people don't believe it, not only do they turn their back on you, but they go the extra mile of persecuting you.
As if it's not bad enough being branded crazy, they also assume that Crazy = Stupid.
Usually, I wouldn't care, but I realized the actual pending threat when my friend Scott went behind my back and called my poor mom up in Washington State freaking her out. She was so freaked out by it that she called me down here in California with suggestion of pulling me back up to Washington State and having me enrolled for Therapy and be put on medication.
My mom is flighty and can easily be frightened. It was a really bad conversation. If you've ever been a teenager and your parents refuse to let you do something because they don't think you're old enough or responsible enough, you'll understand.
Being a Woman
That is what is so hurtful. It's so demeaning having people talk down to you and treat you like a kid when they don't realize that you manage the entire Planet and what happens around the World. You get to see a sad reflection of people and how they can brand someone and be totally wrong.
I caught that comment. I knew he was "deliciately" insinuating that I'm just sitting at home pining away at some failed business. That is so far off from the Truth. If Davis REALLY knew what was going on, he should be PAYING me. I do MORE work than he does and my Job is MORE important.
Dramatic Irony
That's how you get Dramatic Irony because all the Subconscious Minds around the Planet are watching and you get to see somebody saying dumb things when it turns out the person he's belittling is actually smarter and knows the entire story and what's really going on.
That's why I get really irritated sometimes when Davis talks to me on the phone about all these "strange coincidences" with the people he has meetings with that call in front ads. He was saying the other day how surprised he was that he'd connected with someone named Gavin who has produced films for Non-Profit Organizations:
That's why it was funny when Davis was saying that he's been taking notes and can really learn a lot from that person. It's an example of how my Psychic Abilities reach out into the Subconscious Realm and pull people into the business.
Davis has been reaping the benefits but thinks it's him who's doing all the work. So therefore, he pays himself first. That's a true statement. As of 3/29/2006 he has not made an attempt to reimburse my mom.
Keep Specific Records of Dates Regarding Debts
He claims there were numerous times where he's paid me. I only count 3:
I used to have a good credit rating and I've been STUCK with a $20,000 credit card debt that has been eating at me for THREE YEARS. That's why if anyone tells me I'm being unfair, they are so wrong. I've been REALLY lenient.
So excuse ME if I'm not motivated to help anyone after I got STIFFED with a whole bunch of debts that were a result of people's SELFISH behavior. And then these same people are going to come at me complaining and whining about how they don't like the way I manage the Electromagnetic Field and influence their lives. I asked for help and there was no help.
That's where we come back to Working Capital. How can you expect someone to carry out their job or perform it correctly when you don't even take care of their basic needs? I have a rickety laptop that I've been typing from with the keypads worn down and I donated a Laptop to Davis. Davis kept on pawning it for cash and leasing it. Now he's complaining how he wishes he had Internet access so he could check his mail and how he needs to buy a new computer on top of the Laptop he already has.
That's why I guarantee you the Black Community is going to look really foolish trying to criticize me when I can point to Davis. Davis has the NERVE to ask if I was making up the story of where my mom had to help pay for my rent of $500.00 with my family. It was because Davis BORROWED $3,000 to pay off his debts and he didn't pay my aunt back.
Getting Kicked Out of the House
My aunt accidentally let slip that information to my cousin Brian, and he was SO PISSED OFF that he kicked me out of the house. He was so furious about how I had borrowed money from his mother (my aunt/my mom's younger sister) rather than borrowing from my own mom.
I couldn't say anything and that the reason why Davis didn't borrow from my mom is because he'd already borrowed $15,000 Loan 12/23/2004 that he blew along with $4,000 for getting Ed Bone a Limited Liability Corporation along with our company on February 2004, $3,000 in August 2004 for a Michael Su Project with Samy Bazine, 1,300 in December 2003 for the Majestic Studios Electrical Bill.
Yes. Notice I give you SPECIFIC DATES, PEOPLE, and PROJECTS. That's how much money has been borrowed and then he made it worse by borrowing from my aunt. My mom had to intervene and in order to keep the peace, she covered for it and made it where there's $500/month so that Brian wouldn't yell at me and treat me like a kid. He's only a couple months older than me.
Brian was going to take on a Parent role. My own cousin.
Disrespectful Borrowers
This was all over a bad check that Davis was wanted to use as credit to get an Early Advance of $3,000 from my aunt. He couldn't wait for the Check to clear. I should've waited because in the end, when I complained to Davis, he said, "Well, you know, you're the one who looked at it and said there's a water mark on the check."
Davis turned it on me and made it look like it was my fault. Talk about biting the hand the feeds you. If I knew Davis was going to take a flippant attitude like that, I wouldn't have helped him get that $3,000 Loan off my Aunt.
You get to see how insulting and unappreciative some people will be. When they want money from you, they're all nice to you. However, when you ask for money back, they don't need you anymore and talk down to you... That is until they find they need more money from you. Then they're all nice again.
That's why Davis sounds like an idiot when he acts puzzled and frustrated as to why I can't get my family to invest any future deals with him that are "sure deals." He says, "I don't understand why your family doesn't want to invest in ________ deal. This isn't about me."
Um... Hello? You have a SHITTY track record when it comes to borrowing and paying people back. It IS about you. When people get burned continually when they loan you money, getting loans or getting them to believe in other deals that will supposedly reap money is going to be harder to sell.
It makes ME look bad in front of my family because before I met Davis, I have never EVER had to borrow money from people. I do NOT like borrowing money. You'd be surprised at how I live on basic minimal operating costs as a human being. I live in this tiny little hole with all my possessions shoved in it.
That's how you get this irony where you have all these millionaires and CEOs who are living well off, and I'm the one with the most responsibility living in a tiny little space. That's how you get that joke in "Aladdin."
ALADDIN: The Genie will always be more powerful than you
JAFAR THE GIANT COBRA: Yessssss... He's right. The Genie's power doth exceed mine own...
...
JAFAR THE GIANT COBRA: For my third wish, I want you to make me an All-Powerful Genie!!!
...
GENIE: Are you sure? Okay...
Genie points his finger and zaps Jafar and he swells with power. As he transforms into a Genie, a silver Black Lamp appears on the ground attached to Jafar
JAFAR: (juggling atoms and flexing his new Genie Powers) YES!!! The Power!!! The Universe is mine to command!!!
ALADDIN: (grabbing the Black Lamp) You wanted power, Jafar??? You got it! Tremendous power.
Jafar the Genie is sucked into the Black Lamp
JAFAR: What??? Nooooooooooooooo...
ALADDIN: Itty bitty living space. :)
That's why I'm the real Magical Genie who is trapped and just aching and waiting for my life to begin. I've been waiting for freedom and to be released where I can have a place of my own and be financially independent. You have all this power to command the Planet and you can't even have enough food to eat a decent meal.
As I said, when it came to money, Davis really fucked up when he lied for 3 months about what he did with the $15,000 from January 2005 - March 2005. He didn't even put it to what the money was supposed to be used for. So not only did that money disappear, but it shows you can't even trust Davis to put it into what it was supposed to be for.
So how can he complain about my mom not trusting in other deals he tries to get me to sell her on when he can't even carry it through to make sure it goes to where it's supposed to go? Davis was grumbling about how he wishes he had put the $15,000 into Dave Summers like he was supposed to 12/23/2004.
This is again another 180 on his original spin doctoring where he was saying how it was a blessing in disguise that didn't go through with the deal because he was concerned about how he'd pay that money back. I claim he chickened out because he would've been held accountable to Dave for $100,000 and he doubted his abilities and that it was easier to owe Rod $15,000 who doesn't complain and is easier to put off than Dave. Dave would've come after Davis and been more of a threat or would take action compared to me.
As I said, all this CRAP that I have to endure from Davis is for the benefit of BOTH the White and Black Communities. It's to protect the White Community so that Blacks will stop punishing them about perceived racial discrimination and going off on the White Community about the Slavery issue.
It's to protect the Black Community so that when I make decisions in their favor, the White Community won't think I'm showing favoritism just because Davis is Black and my friend. They won't take anything I say seriously if they think I'm just siding with Davis who associates with me.
We come back to that CRAP where you have to take on INNOCENT person who didn't deserve any of the mistreatment and abuse and beat the the crap out of him. That's how you get that Virgin Sacrifice. I'm the Sacrifical (Male) Virgin who has to have everyone dump on him.
That's why I'm even getting accused of being a Psycho Stalker even though I was telling the Truth about Psychic Phenomenon and how innocent victims were getting hospitalized and killed.
"The Red Balloon"
If people are trying to figure out WHY the Subconscious Minds around the Planet listen to me, it's because they witnessed the sacrifices I made for the greater good and how I got treated and beat up:
The Red Balloon represents Subconscious Isabella Valentine (Red) who died or was killed off. The punctured balloon was when I found out that Isabella Valentine was using pictures of Sunny Leone. The dying balloon is symbolic of the death of a dream with Isabella Valentine being Sunny Leone.
So that outpouring of grief was heard by all the Subconscious Minds. Especially the Subconscious Minds of all the women around the Planet. That's why even though Subconscious Minds of people can't say anything directly, they'll always pay their respects by having their Conscious Minds wear certain color clothing or drive their cars with certain license plates around me on the road.
The entire Planet moves as one with me. This comes back to moving and planning months in advance. People only plan for today or tomorrow. I plan or make reservations months in advance. That's how I book early for Psychic Occurrences.
Name Tags
This whole experience of people with certain name tags is an example of how people won't listen to you, but if you disguise yourself as someone else and talk to them, they'll listen to the other person, but not you. I hae to do this a lot because of Discrimination because of my Age.
I have to pull in someone who's older to substitute in.
I guess the one blessing in disguise is that as I continue to document and show the way I'm being treated and how people just walk all over me and dismiss me, it's ammunition I can use years from now when people are trying to get me to do things for them.
For everyone years from now who has their hand out saying they want this or that, I'll be weighing them and asking where those people were when it was the other way around and when I needed help. I'll always be checking to see if those very people who want me to do things for them are the same ones that were spitting on me and ridiculing me today as Non-Believers.
As Davis said, people who want you to help them tomorrow after you've made it big are no longer useful or people you want to deal with because you don't need them anymore.
That may be a callous way of looking at it, but that's the whole reason why people don't want to deal with me or talk to me. As far as they're concerned, I don't have anything of perceived value that they want.
So you naturally see people treat me like crap. As I've always said, I have a long-term memory. I remember all the people who were mean to me. I also remember all the people who were nice to me.
As we all know, the best time to test people and see their true colors is when they don't know they're being tested or who it is they're talking to. That's why it's always interesting to go around like a Hidden Inspector who is doing "Quality Assurance" and checking in on people to see who's really working and who's slacking off.
You also get to see who's being mean to other people and who's really nice.
Sniper Can Represent Himself, Judge Says
By STEPHEN MANNING
ROCKVILLE, Md. (March 29) - A judge ruled Wednesday that John Allen Muhammad can represent himself at his trial for six killings during the 2002 Washington-area sniper attacks.
Circuit Judge James L. Ryan concluded that Muhammad is competent to represent himself despite evidence presented by his own attorneys that Muhammad might be mentally ill.
Muhammad is already under a death sentence for a sniper attack committed in Virginia.
Muhammad, 45, and Lee Boyd Malvo, 21, are accused of murdering 10 people and wounding three during the three-week rampage in October 2002 that spread fear across the Washington metropolitan area.
Muhammad's trial in the six Montgomery County, Md., slayings is set for May 1. Malvo, who was also convicted in Virginia and sentenced to life in prison, is scheduled to go on trial in the fall.
Muhammad vehemently denied a psychiatrist's report, presented by his lawyers, stating that he is paranoid, delusional and had a form of schizophrenia.
"There is no reason at all why I should not be able to represent myself in this trial," he said. "If I had a mental disorder, then Rosa Parks had a mental disorder, because she didn't get up off that seat."
Muhammad stood throughout the two-hour hearing and spoke frequently, often sparring with his attorneys. At one point, he asked the judge for permission to sit with the prosecutors because they agreed that he is competent. Ryan ignored his request.
In agreeing that Muhammad could act as his own attorney, Ryan stressed that Muhammad was making a bad decision because he has no legal training and little legal experience.
Muhammad's attorneys said afterward that the judge had refused to hold a full hearing with witnesses.
"We feel we didn't get a chance to present and document evidence of a serious mental illness," said defense attorney Paul DeWolfe. "He is very ill; he is mentally ill."
The judge appointed DeWolfe and another lawyer as standby attorneys, giving them an advisory role so the defendant can ask them law questions and get help with legal filings.
Muhammad briefly represented himself during his trial in Virginia, delivering an opening statement and cross-examining at least one witness. He eventually allowed his attorneys to retake control of the case.
AP-NY-03-29-06 1716EST
Updated:2006-03-29 18:16:14
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- A judge ruled Wednesday that John Allen Muhammad can represent himself at his trial for six killings during the 2002 Washington-area sniper attacks:
- I said that I've been improving my accuracy and hitting when it comes to my Psychic Abilities. So I'd be a Sniper
- Initials JAM = Cross-Eyed(J/10/X) Father(Am/Non-Ma/Pa) = Mother
- I said that I've been improving my accuracy and hitting when it comes to my Psychic Abilities. So I'd be a Sniper
- Circuit Judge James L. Ryan:
- I said I'm the Law
- I said 3/28/2006 that Maire was asking what the name James Bond means
- I said I'm the Law
- Lee Boyd Malvo: Lee = Leo
- In agreeing that Muhammad could act as his own attorney, Ryan stressed that Muhammad was making a bad decision because he has no legal training and little legal experience: It's the same thing with me. I have no formal Legal Training. I have a general understanding of the Law, but if you tried to test me on actual Legal Jargon, I wouldn't know
- Muhammad's trial in the six Montgomery County, Md., slayings:
- I said 1/7/2006 that Davis is Mont
- I said that I've been deleting Davis out or extracting him from the Program
- I said 1/7/2006 that Davis is Mont
- Muhammad vehemently denied a psychiatrist's report, presented by his lawyers, stating that he is paranoid, delusional and had a form of schizophrenia: That's what my best friend Scott was saying
- "We feel we didn't get a chance to present and document evidence of a serious mental illness," said defense attorney Paul DeWolfe. "He is very ill; he is mentally ill":
- I said Davis is from Pennsylvania and Bad so he's "PA u L"
- I said 2/19/2006 that Scott when to my high school so he's a Wolf just like me
- I said Davis is from Pennsylvania and Bad so he's "PA u L"
For my friends who went to junior high and high school with me, it's more like feelings of worry, concern, and pity because my behavior is so unorthodox and out there. That's why Scott even said I was experiencing Signs of Megalomania where you have delusions of grandeur.
That's why people get this unique perspective with me as the Guinea Pig. I keep saying that I'm correct about Psychic Phenomenon and my Scientific Research I've done on this. I have been sitting her for almost two years now listening to everybody chatter about how I'm mentally unwell.
All the while, I keep getting all these readings that crop up in the news that align with what is going on in my Life. When I say that, I mean specific key words. Not just random things. Vague things that are hard to prove would be stuff like:
- "I was thinking of a woman who got arrested. In the news today, a female got arrested!!!"
- "I was thinking about how to prepare pork chops. Then when I turned to the Food Section of the Newspaper, there was a picture of Pork Chops!!!"
- "I was predicting that there would be a car tht would drive by my house in the next five minutes, and a car drove by JUST AS I PREDICTED!!!"
I'm very picky on what you deem Psychic or Non-Psychic Activity. As I said in previous posts, there are tons of Psychic Incidents that occur around me every day, but over half aren't even worth printing because you can't verify it.
That's why I'm like a Newspaper Editor. You can't publish just anything. You need to make sure you can back it up with sources and witnesses. If possible, include a picture. People are a lot smarter now and they demand proof.
Technology Today
Now that we have Digital Cameras, Screen Captures, Video Cameras, there's really little excuse for why you can't come up with some decent proof. We're a lot smarter now. The reason why people are skeptical of me though is because:
- I have low credibility
- I'm overcoming an financial rut. I had known that if I had been financially stable I would've had better chances of proving to my friend Scott about my Psychic Research. He currently thinks I'm just experience some kind of depression and creating some "fantasy world" as a form of escape
- Davis thinks the same thing. He thinks I develop "imaginary numbers" to help cope with stress
This comes back to how people take a lot of things for granted. All the readers and most people in the United States don't even think about their Mental Health. No one has ever accused them of being crazy. That's because they conform to society. Society has a tendency of alienating and branding non-conformists as mentally ill.
That's why I came up with the term "Psychological Discrimination." It's the type of Discrimination where people discriminate agianst you because of what you think. If you think a certain way and people don't believe it, not only do they turn their back on you, but they go the extra mile of persecuting you.
As if it's not bad enough being branded crazy, they also assume that Crazy = Stupid.
Usually, I wouldn't care, but I realized the actual pending threat when my friend Scott went behind my back and called my poor mom up in Washington State freaking her out. She was so freaked out by it that she called me down here in California with suggestion of pulling me back up to Washington State and having me enrolled for Therapy and be put on medication.
My mom is flighty and can easily be frightened. It was a really bad conversation. If you've ever been a teenager and your parents refuse to let you do something because they don't think you're old enough or responsible enough, you'll understand.
Being a Woman
That is what is so hurtful. It's so demeaning having people talk down to you and treat you like a kid when they don't realize that you manage the entire Planet and what happens around the World. You get to see a sad reflection of people and how they can brand someone and be totally wrong.
- I empathize with teenagers who suffer from depression because their parents don't understand them
- I feel sorry for housewives whose spouses just don't understand them
- A lot of guys talk to women like they're stupid and that the concepts that they talk about are way above them.
- With Davis as my "Business Mariage Partner," it's so ANNOYING having to manage your "Business Husband" who does a lot of STUPID and BONEHEAD things and acts like the head of the household
- I have to put up with Davis trying to explain things to me or hint things
I caught that comment. I knew he was "deliciately" insinuating that I'm just sitting at home pining away at some failed business. That is so far off from the Truth. If Davis REALLY knew what was going on, he should be PAYING me. I do MORE work than he does and my Job is MORE important.
Dramatic Irony
That's how you get Dramatic Irony because all the Subconscious Minds around the Planet are watching and you get to see somebody saying dumb things when it turns out the person he's belittling is actually smarter and knows the entire story and what's really going on.
That's why I get really irritated sometimes when Davis talks to me on the phone about all these "strange coincidences" with the people he has meetings with that call in front ads. He was saying the other day how surprised he was that he'd connected with someone named Gavin who has produced films for Non-Profit Organizations:
- The reason why is because I said 3/11/2006 about Gavin MacLeod as Captain of the Love Boat.
- I said Davis is a Bo/AT (Lover Superman) because he's born 2/14 for Valentine's Day, which is Love
- I said because Davis is Black and born 2/14, he's AFRO-Dite :o)
- I said I had to take over his Subconscious Mind and steer him like the Love Boat
- Davis' Physical Body and Conscious Mind is the Love Boat :P
- I'm Captain Stubing steering the Ship.
- St. u B in G = Saint(St.) in Union with(U) Gemini(B/2) in God(G)
- Davis' Conscious Mind and Physical Body is the real "Love Boat" and Gavin is symbolic of Captain Stubing (Gavin) "navigating" the Love Boat
That's why it was funny when Davis was saying that he's been taking notes and can really learn a lot from that person. It's an example of how my Psychic Abilities reach out into the Subconscious Realm and pull people into the business.
Davis has been reaping the benefits but thinks it's him who's doing all the work. So therefore, he pays himself first. That's a true statement. As of 3/29/2006 he has not made an attempt to reimburse my mom.
Keep Specific Records of Dates Regarding Debts
He claims there were numerous times where he's paid me. I only count 3:
- One was when he borrowed $3,000 from my mom and asked if I wanted any. I don't consider using money loaned from my mom as any form of profit or having anything paid off
- He had $5,000 from one instance and gave me $1,000 in March 2005. However, he was so broke he asked if I had spent it yet and took a couple hundred of it back to pay off some other debt
- I had $700 from one thing, but I didn't get to spend it because it went straight to paying off Dearden's Furniture from an old Loan that was put in my name and where I owed
- Do you know that there's still an outstanding debt with Home Depot for $1,500 that went into collections?
I used to have a good credit rating and I've been STUCK with a $20,000 credit card debt that has been eating at me for THREE YEARS. That's why if anyone tells me I'm being unfair, they are so wrong. I've been REALLY lenient.
So excuse ME if I'm not motivated to help anyone after I got STIFFED with a whole bunch of debts that were a result of people's SELFISH behavior. And then these same people are going to come at me complaining and whining about how they don't like the way I manage the Electromagnetic Field and influence their lives. I asked for help and there was no help.
That's where we come back to Working Capital. How can you expect someone to carry out their job or perform it correctly when you don't even take care of their basic needs? I have a rickety laptop that I've been typing from with the keypads worn down and I donated a Laptop to Davis. Davis kept on pawning it for cash and leasing it. Now he's complaining how he wishes he had Internet access so he could check his mail and how he needs to buy a new computer on top of the Laptop he already has.
That's why I guarantee you the Black Community is going to look really foolish trying to criticize me when I can point to Davis. Davis has the NERVE to ask if I was making up the story of where my mom had to help pay for my rent of $500.00 with my family. It was because Davis BORROWED $3,000 to pay off his debts and he didn't pay my aunt back.
Getting Kicked Out of the House
My aunt accidentally let slip that information to my cousin Brian, and he was SO PISSED OFF that he kicked me out of the house. He was so furious about how I had borrowed money from his mother (my aunt/my mom's younger sister) rather than borrowing from my own mom.
I couldn't say anything and that the reason why Davis didn't borrow from my mom is because he'd already borrowed $15,000 Loan 12/23/2004 that he blew along with $4,000 for getting Ed Bone a Limited Liability Corporation along with our company on February 2004, $3,000 in August 2004 for a Michael Su Project with Samy Bazine, 1,300 in December 2003 for the Majestic Studios Electrical Bill.
Yes. Notice I give you SPECIFIC DATES, PEOPLE, and PROJECTS. That's how much money has been borrowed and then he made it worse by borrowing from my aunt. My mom had to intervene and in order to keep the peace, she covered for it and made it where there's $500/month so that Brian wouldn't yell at me and treat me like a kid. He's only a couple months older than me.
Brian was going to take on a Parent role. My own cousin.
Disrespectful Borrowers
This was all over a bad check that Davis was wanted to use as credit to get an Early Advance of $3,000 from my aunt. He couldn't wait for the Check to clear. I should've waited because in the end, when I complained to Davis, he said, "Well, you know, you're the one who looked at it and said there's a water mark on the check."
Davis turned it on me and made it look like it was my fault. Talk about biting the hand the feeds you. If I knew Davis was going to take a flippant attitude like that, I wouldn't have helped him get that $3,000 Loan off my Aunt.
You get to see how insulting and unappreciative some people will be. When they want money from you, they're all nice to you. However, when you ask for money back, they don't need you anymore and talk down to you... That is until they find they need more money from you. Then they're all nice again.
That's why Davis sounds like an idiot when he acts puzzled and frustrated as to why I can't get my family to invest any future deals with him that are "sure deals." He says, "I don't understand why your family doesn't want to invest in ________ deal. This isn't about me."
Um... Hello? You have a SHITTY track record when it comes to borrowing and paying people back. It IS about you. When people get burned continually when they loan you money, getting loans or getting them to believe in other deals that will supposedly reap money is going to be harder to sell.
It makes ME look bad in front of my family because before I met Davis, I have never EVER had to borrow money from people. I do NOT like borrowing money. You'd be surprised at how I live on basic minimal operating costs as a human being. I live in this tiny little hole with all my possessions shoved in it.
That's how you get this irony where you have all these millionaires and CEOs who are living well off, and I'm the one with the most responsibility living in a tiny little space. That's how you get that joke in "Aladdin."
ALADDIN: The Genie will always be more powerful than you
JAFAR THE GIANT COBRA: Yessssss... He's right. The Genie's power doth exceed mine own...
...
JAFAR THE GIANT COBRA: For my third wish, I want you to make me an All-Powerful Genie!!!
...
GENIE: Are you sure? Okay...
Genie points his finger and zaps Jafar and he swells with power. As he transforms into a Genie, a silver Black Lamp appears on the ground attached to Jafar
JAFAR: (juggling atoms and flexing his new Genie Powers) YES!!! The Power!!! The Universe is mine to command!!!
ALADDIN: (grabbing the Black Lamp) You wanted power, Jafar??? You got it! Tremendous power.
Jafar the Genie is sucked into the Black Lamp
JAFAR: What??? Nooooooooooooooo...
ALADDIN: Itty bitty living space. :)
That's why I'm the real Magical Genie who is trapped and just aching and waiting for my life to begin. I've been waiting for freedom and to be released where I can have a place of my own and be financially independent. You have all this power to command the Planet and you can't even have enough food to eat a decent meal.
As I said, when it came to money, Davis really fucked up when he lied for 3 months about what he did with the $15,000 from January 2005 - March 2005. He didn't even put it to what the money was supposed to be used for. So not only did that money disappear, but it shows you can't even trust Davis to put it into what it was supposed to be for.
So how can he complain about my mom not trusting in other deals he tries to get me to sell her on when he can't even carry it through to make sure it goes to where it's supposed to go? Davis was grumbling about how he wishes he had put the $15,000 into Dave Summers like he was supposed to 12/23/2004.
This is again another 180 on his original spin doctoring where he was saying how it was a blessing in disguise that didn't go through with the deal because he was concerned about how he'd pay that money back. I claim he chickened out because he would've been held accountable to Dave for $100,000 and he doubted his abilities and that it was easier to owe Rod $15,000 who doesn't complain and is easier to put off than Dave. Dave would've come after Davis and been more of a threat or would take action compared to me.
As I said, all this CRAP that I have to endure from Davis is for the benefit of BOTH the White and Black Communities. It's to protect the White Community so that Blacks will stop punishing them about perceived racial discrimination and going off on the White Community about the Slavery issue.
It's to protect the Black Community so that when I make decisions in their favor, the White Community won't think I'm showing favoritism just because Davis is Black and my friend. They won't take anything I say seriously if they think I'm just siding with Davis who associates with me.
We come back to that CRAP where you have to take on INNOCENT person who didn't deserve any of the mistreatment and abuse and beat the the crap out of him. That's how you get that Virgin Sacrifice. I'm the Sacrifical (Male) Virgin who has to have everyone dump on him.
That's why I'm even getting accused of being a Psycho Stalker even though I was telling the Truth about Psychic Phenomenon and how innocent victims were getting hospitalized and killed.
"The Red Balloon"
If people are trying to figure out WHY the Subconscious Minds around the Planet listen to me, it's because they witnessed the sacrifices I made for the greater good and how I got treated and beat up:
- I said 11/24/2005 about the "Red Balloon" Prophecy
- It's this old French movie of this little kid who rescues a huge Red Balloon clinging to a pole.
- He goes and rescues the Balloon
- The Balloon and the little kid go running around playing together
- Then the Kid and the Red Balloon run into a bunch of bully kids
- One of the bully kids throws a rock at the Red Balloon puncturing it
- The bully kids leave laughing and the poor little kid is mourning the shriveled dead balloon
- That's when you see all the Balloons around the city hear the call and leave and come to the Little Kid
- The kid then grabs onto the strings of all the balloons and is floating through the air over the City
The Red Balloon represents Subconscious Isabella Valentine (Red) who died or was killed off. The punctured balloon was when I found out that Isabella Valentine was using pictures of Sunny Leone. The dying balloon is symbolic of the death of a dream with Isabella Valentine being Sunny Leone.
So that outpouring of grief was heard by all the Subconscious Minds. Especially the Subconscious Minds of all the women around the Planet. That's why even though Subconscious Minds of people can't say anything directly, they'll always pay their respects by having their Conscious Minds wear certain color clothing or drive their cars with certain license plates around me on the road.
The entire Planet moves as one with me. This comes back to moving and planning months in advance. People only plan for today or tomorrow. I plan or make reservations months in advance. That's how I book early for Psychic Occurrences.
Name Tags
This whole experience of people with certain name tags is an example of how people won't listen to you, but if you disguise yourself as someone else and talk to them, they'll listen to the other person, but not you. I hae to do this a lot because of Discrimination because of my Age.
I have to pull in someone who's older to substitute in.
I guess the one blessing in disguise is that as I continue to document and show the way I'm being treated and how people just walk all over me and dismiss me, it's ammunition I can use years from now when people are trying to get me to do things for them.
For everyone years from now who has their hand out saying they want this or that, I'll be weighing them and asking where those people were when it was the other way around and when I needed help. I'll always be checking to see if those very people who want me to do things for them are the same ones that were spitting on me and ridiculing me today as Non-Believers.
As Davis said, people who want you to help them tomorrow after you've made it big are no longer useful or people you want to deal with because you don't need them anymore.
That may be a callous way of looking at it, but that's the whole reason why people don't want to deal with me or talk to me. As far as they're concerned, I don't have anything of perceived value that they want.
So you naturally see people treat me like crap. As I've always said, I have a long-term memory. I remember all the people who were mean to me. I also remember all the people who were nice to me.
As we all know, the best time to test people and see their true colors is when they don't know they're being tested or who it is they're talking to. That's why it's always interesting to go around like a Hidden Inspector who is doing "Quality Assurance" and checking in on people to see who's really working and who's slacking off.
You also get to see who's being mean to other people and who's really nice.
Sniper Can Represent Himself, Judge Says
By STEPHEN MANNING
ROCKVILLE, Md. (March 29) - A judge ruled Wednesday that John Allen Muhammad can represent himself at his trial for six killings during the 2002 Washington-area sniper attacks.
Circuit Judge James L. Ryan concluded that Muhammad is competent to represent himself despite evidence presented by his own attorneys that Muhammad might be mentally ill.
Muhammad is already under a death sentence for a sniper attack committed in Virginia.
Muhammad, 45, and Lee Boyd Malvo, 21, are accused of murdering 10 people and wounding three during the three-week rampage in October 2002 that spread fear across the Washington metropolitan area.
Muhammad's trial in the six Montgomery County, Md., slayings is set for May 1. Malvo, who was also convicted in Virginia and sentenced to life in prison, is scheduled to go on trial in the fall.
Muhammad vehemently denied a psychiatrist's report, presented by his lawyers, stating that he is paranoid, delusional and had a form of schizophrenia.
"There is no reason at all why I should not be able to represent myself in this trial," he said. "If I had a mental disorder, then Rosa Parks had a mental disorder, because she didn't get up off that seat."
Muhammad stood throughout the two-hour hearing and spoke frequently, often sparring with his attorneys. At one point, he asked the judge for permission to sit with the prosecutors because they agreed that he is competent. Ryan ignored his request.
In agreeing that Muhammad could act as his own attorney, Ryan stressed that Muhammad was making a bad decision because he has no legal training and little legal experience.
Muhammad's attorneys said afterward that the judge had refused to hold a full hearing with witnesses.
"We feel we didn't get a chance to present and document evidence of a serious mental illness," said defense attorney Paul DeWolfe. "He is very ill; he is mentally ill."
The judge appointed DeWolfe and another lawyer as standby attorneys, giving them an advisory role so the defendant can ask them law questions and get help with legal filings.
Muhammad briefly represented himself during his trial in Virginia, delivering an opening statement and cross-examining at least one witness. He eventually allowed his attorneys to retake control of the case.
AP-NY-03-29-06 1716EST
Updated:2006-03-29 18:16:14
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