I Put $20.00 in My Verizon Phone Bill Today
I tried calling Verizon once more. I tried calling and got Jessica, but there was an error where she couldn't hear me. I said Jessica Rabbit represents Bliss. That's in reference to how Bliss has cut me off and is ignoring me.
People don't realize that I get readings every day from everywhere. They don't realize I hear everything and pick up Signs passed on through other people's Subconscious. The sad part is that you can't even take credit for it because no one believes you have Psychic Abilities.
I then called back and got Mary who was really nice. I made a deposit of $20.00 to help with things. She said that if I can at least pay $880.00, I can add another 30 days, but I'm already 129 days past due from the last payment of $445 on 9/30/2005.
I asked Mary to put a note in my Verizon Account stating that I've been quite happy with Verizon's service, and I was sorry that I have been late on payments. I know it's really stupid to feel this way about a simple phone number, but I really liked that phone number :(.
It hurts me because I always took pride in paying all my bills on time. I used to have a perfect, clean record before Davis asked to be put on my phone bill. I feel like crying because I wish I had never put him on my phone. I was trying to be supportive of the business.
He lost 5 cell phones that each cost $80.00 each on top of the $200 cell phone I originally gave him. Then I gave him my cell phone, which was the Twin that I'd kept in good condition since January 2004 and he lost that as well and I had to pay $50.00.
That's why I think Davis can be very thoughtless and self-absorbed at times. He may be a nice person, but sometimes he's so flaky and scatter-brained that he doesn't realize how his financial mismanagement hurts me.
To add insult to injury, he always talks about all the deals he closes as if he did all the work. The reason why I didn't even like posting E-mail Ads for him is because he takes all the calls for them, but when he gets paid on them, I don't get any payment or money.
I just keep on sending out E-mails and doing work. He said on the phone that he said it was bad that my computer was out of commission for the last 30 days and where I wasn't allowing him to use this Internet access and such for business purposes. However, I've been working under Davis for over two years and all he does is just have me send E-mails, chauffeur him around, and carry my laptop around like a personal assistant.
I got so tired and exhausted and you don't even get anything for it. On top of that, it was my family that lent him the $45,000 that ballooned into over $100,000 in debt including a $20,000 credit card debt owed from the last 2 years because Davis was having me charge everything on my credit card.
I've suffered so much financially and he's the one who is even taking credit on the QT deal with KD starring UT. That's why I'm so unhappy. Davis is the one that gets the producer credit as far as I know. Not me even though all these things are being summoned forth related to me.
This is how the real world works where Superheroes are broke.
As I said, I don't even get any credit for the Psychic Abilities I've been using to pull things toward the business. Other people take credit for it, and I get nothing and get shoved down in debt. Then you have to get embarrassed in front of your family and friends groveling for money to pay back debts.
I try to maintain a positive, optimistic, and upbeat personality, but you sometimes you can't help but just have these moments when you feel so down and want to break down and cry. You lose all your friends and the people you like don't even like you anymore because they think you're a liar when you told the truth.
I begged with Isabella and Bliss and tried to tell them I was telling the Truth the entirre time and they didn't believe me. Instead, they got mad at me. To add insult to injury, everyone just thinks you're crazy and thinks you should just get Psychiatric Help when you keep showing over and over again proof of Psychic Abilities.
However, people are busy, uneducated, or dont' care. So they ignore your research that you work so hard to prove your innocence. It means nothing to them. You just got branded as a Psychotic Stalker and everyone gets pissed off at you.
I never thought it was fair that someone as nice as Isabella has this bad opinion about me and thinks I'm a bad person. She may have been just a phone sex operator and those weren't her pictures, but she was a nice person.
I don't like that she was turned against me. We had sorted everything out 4/2/2004. That's why I don't like Charlie and think he's a mean, selfish person. He had to cover up for his own mistakes and make me out to be the bad guy.
Then it had to spill over into Sky, Bliss, and Scott. That's why if anyone ever wonders why I transformed into a bitter, reclusive individual, it's because of others that were mean and selfish. That's why I don't like talking to people now and would rather just be left alone.
I'll do my job of cleaning up after people using my Psychic Abilities to make the world a better place, but leave me alone. That's why you see in "Spider-Man 2" how flat broke Peter Parker is as Spider-Man. He's living in a shithole and Mary Jane is getting married to someone else.
You can't even complain or gain any real sympathies from anyone else because they don't believe your story. They just pity you for coming off as someone who lost their mind or dismiss you as one of those raving lunatics standing out on the sidewalk talking to themselves.
They think that what you have is contagious and they might catch it. So they avoid you or stay away from you.
As Davis said, he was discontent that the rest of his family wouldn't help put his sister Heidi through college. He took money out of his own pocket to do it these last two years even though there were family members that were wealthy who could've done it. They only came out of the woodwork after she graduated from Barry University.
It's the same thing with me. Where were all those people that could've helped me when I needed it? At least Scott tried to help me as best he could, but only he could do so much. He was unhappy, and I was a burden to him. Things might have even turned out differently if I had not fallen into financial problems and we'd still be rooming together.
I just never liked that Scott had to see me when I was down in the dumps. It hurt my pride. Scott would always visit me during Christmas when I was still up in Washington State. When I had no money then, he would pay for our trips to the restaurant and to the movies.
He said that when it comes to friendship, friends and money even themselves out. I almost cried in front of him that Christmas when he said that because I had no money and he paid for it.
That's why it really hurt my feelings when those selfish people Chris Pl, Myna G., Donny M., and Francisca U. mutinied and yanked the entire Indonesian Project out from under me and took the remaining $90,000 crippling me financially. I got stuck with all the debts and the angry film crew.
I was embarrassed in front of my best friend Scott. I always took a lot of pride in having Scott as my best friend. You can beat me, abuse me, and rape me, but don't embarrass me in front of my best friend.
There are few things I covet in this world and Scott's opinion of me mattered. That's why it's such a slap in the face how I told the Truth about Psychic Phenomenon and I got humiliated in front of everyone and how robynz and celticblissy are sitting pretty with grue23 on their Friends List while I got kicked out.
You don't know the pain and grief that comes with having your Integrity and your Honorable Name dragged through the mud. I used to have a really good name that you could be proud of, and it just got completely trashed all by a bunch of silly girls with half-assed information ready to throw around that Stalker accusation.
I had said that people were getting injured and dying and had evidence and proof of it, but nobody listend. Instead, I got branded as a psychotic stalker and made the butt of everyone's jokes and became a hated individual. I was the one who was trying to save people and I just got beaten down and spit on repeatedly while the guilty people didn't get punished.
That's why I'm bitter and angry.
People don't realize that I get readings every day from everywhere. They don't realize I hear everything and pick up Signs passed on through other people's Subconscious. The sad part is that you can't even take credit for it because no one believes you have Psychic Abilities.
I then called back and got Mary who was really nice. I made a deposit of $20.00 to help with things. She said that if I can at least pay $880.00, I can add another 30 days, but I'm already 129 days past due from the last payment of $445 on 9/30/2005.
I asked Mary to put a note in my Verizon Account stating that I've been quite happy with Verizon's service, and I was sorry that I have been late on payments. I know it's really stupid to feel this way about a simple phone number, but I really liked that phone number :(.
It hurts me because I always took pride in paying all my bills on time. I used to have a perfect, clean record before Davis asked to be put on my phone bill. I feel like crying because I wish I had never put him on my phone. I was trying to be supportive of the business.
He lost 5 cell phones that each cost $80.00 each on top of the $200 cell phone I originally gave him. Then I gave him my cell phone, which was the Twin that I'd kept in good condition since January 2004 and he lost that as well and I had to pay $50.00.
That's why I think Davis can be very thoughtless and self-absorbed at times. He may be a nice person, but sometimes he's so flaky and scatter-brained that he doesn't realize how his financial mismanagement hurts me.
To add insult to injury, he always talks about all the deals he closes as if he did all the work. The reason why I didn't even like posting E-mail Ads for him is because he takes all the calls for them, but when he gets paid on them, I don't get any payment or money.
I just keep on sending out E-mails and doing work. He said on the phone that he said it was bad that my computer was out of commission for the last 30 days and where I wasn't allowing him to use this Internet access and such for business purposes. However, I've been working under Davis for over two years and all he does is just have me send E-mails, chauffeur him around, and carry my laptop around like a personal assistant.
I got so tired and exhausted and you don't even get anything for it. On top of that, it was my family that lent him the $45,000 that ballooned into over $100,000 in debt including a $20,000 credit card debt owed from the last 2 years because Davis was having me charge everything on my credit card.
I've suffered so much financially and he's the one who is even taking credit on the QT deal with KD starring UT. That's why I'm so unhappy. Davis is the one that gets the producer credit as far as I know. Not me even though all these things are being summoned forth related to me.
This is how the real world works where Superheroes are broke.
As I said, I don't even get any credit for the Psychic Abilities I've been using to pull things toward the business. Other people take credit for it, and I get nothing and get shoved down in debt. Then you have to get embarrassed in front of your family and friends groveling for money to pay back debts.
I try to maintain a positive, optimistic, and upbeat personality, but you sometimes you can't help but just have these moments when you feel so down and want to break down and cry. You lose all your friends and the people you like don't even like you anymore because they think you're a liar when you told the truth.
I begged with Isabella and Bliss and tried to tell them I was telling the Truth the entirre time and they didn't believe me. Instead, they got mad at me. To add insult to injury, everyone just thinks you're crazy and thinks you should just get Psychiatric Help when you keep showing over and over again proof of Psychic Abilities.
However, people are busy, uneducated, or dont' care. So they ignore your research that you work so hard to prove your innocence. It means nothing to them. You just got branded as a Psychotic Stalker and everyone gets pissed off at you.
I never thought it was fair that someone as nice as Isabella has this bad opinion about me and thinks I'm a bad person. She may have been just a phone sex operator and those weren't her pictures, but she was a nice person.
I don't like that she was turned against me. We had sorted everything out 4/2/2004. That's why I don't like Charlie and think he's a mean, selfish person. He had to cover up for his own mistakes and make me out to be the bad guy.
Then it had to spill over into Sky, Bliss, and Scott. That's why if anyone ever wonders why I transformed into a bitter, reclusive individual, it's because of others that were mean and selfish. That's why I don't like talking to people now and would rather just be left alone.
I'll do my job of cleaning up after people using my Psychic Abilities to make the world a better place, but leave me alone. That's why you see in "Spider-Man 2" how flat broke Peter Parker is as Spider-Man. He's living in a shithole and Mary Jane is getting married to someone else.
You can't even complain or gain any real sympathies from anyone else because they don't believe your story. They just pity you for coming off as someone who lost their mind or dismiss you as one of those raving lunatics standing out on the sidewalk talking to themselves.
They think that what you have is contagious and they might catch it. So they avoid you or stay away from you.
As Davis said, he was discontent that the rest of his family wouldn't help put his sister Heidi through college. He took money out of his own pocket to do it these last two years even though there were family members that were wealthy who could've done it. They only came out of the woodwork after she graduated from Barry University.
It's the same thing with me. Where were all those people that could've helped me when I needed it? At least Scott tried to help me as best he could, but only he could do so much. He was unhappy, and I was a burden to him. Things might have even turned out differently if I had not fallen into financial problems and we'd still be rooming together.
I just never liked that Scott had to see me when I was down in the dumps. It hurt my pride. Scott would always visit me during Christmas when I was still up in Washington State. When I had no money then, he would pay for our trips to the restaurant and to the movies.
He said that when it comes to friendship, friends and money even themselves out. I almost cried in front of him that Christmas when he said that because I had no money and he paid for it.
That's why it really hurt my feelings when those selfish people Chris Pl, Myna G., Donny M., and Francisca U. mutinied and yanked the entire Indonesian Project out from under me and took the remaining $90,000 crippling me financially. I got stuck with all the debts and the angry film crew.
I was embarrassed in front of my best friend Scott. I always took a lot of pride in having Scott as my best friend. You can beat me, abuse me, and rape me, but don't embarrass me in front of my best friend.
There are few things I covet in this world and Scott's opinion of me mattered. That's why it's such a slap in the face how I told the Truth about Psychic Phenomenon and I got humiliated in front of everyone and how robynz and celticblissy are sitting pretty with grue23 on their Friends List while I got kicked out.
You don't know the pain and grief that comes with having your Integrity and your Honorable Name dragged through the mud. I used to have a really good name that you could be proud of, and it just got completely trashed all by a bunch of silly girls with half-assed information ready to throw around that Stalker accusation.
I had said that people were getting injured and dying and had evidence and proof of it, but nobody listend. Instead, I got branded as a psychotic stalker and made the butt of everyone's jokes and became a hated individual. I was the one who was trying to save people and I just got beaten down and spit on repeatedly while the guilty people didn't get punished.
That's why I'm bitter and angry.