LETTER: Isabella - Age of Innocence
One thing Isabella almost realized 4/2/2004 in our phone conversation is that she overreacted. That's why she told me on the phone that she wishes I had given all those "criticisms" via E-mail to her on the phone because when she would hear me say it, it didn't sound so harsh.
She said that when she read it, she felt like crap and burst into tears and cried over it. That was never the intent. The last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt her feelings and make her cry. It was meant as constructive criticism to help her with her business. She didn't have to take my advice. I would've been fine if she ignored it or chose not to use it. She chose to be oversensitive and look at it as a direct attack on her as a person and her self-worth.
It's too bad she never paid attention to any of the Psychic Readings that I did that show her place in history. Over the last couple weeks, my Readings have gotten much better showing how her life was preordained and intertwined with Sunny Leone. That's why Isabella Lucy Bishop was born 1831. Then you had Valentine Leone born 1975 and way before Isabella and Sunny Leone were born in 1981.
To: Isabella
From: Rod
Date: 12/29/2005, 3:05 am
Subject: Age of Innocence
I think your feelings about Sunny doing her first video are natural. There is a natural innocence and beauty, which is the original reason why I first called you. I had said years ago that I would never ever call a phone sex operator. However, when I saw her (your?) face, that's what drew me to you and made me change my mind.
As I've always said, I've continually remained supportive of you regardless of whatever you may think about me. Sunny may be a physical representation of someone whom you'd like to be, but the great thing about inner beauty is that you can perceive yourself however you want.
The thing about innocence is that once you lose it, it's gone forever. There are times I look back and wish I could go back to childhood and live in that time period where you were care-free. You didn't worry about bills, taxes, complex relationships, abusive significant others, crime, stalkers, and the uglier side of human nature.
That's why they say that "Ignorance is Bliss." Sometimes you're much happier not knowing about things. Sadly enough, we all have to grow up some time. I had a rude awakening because it never once occurred to me that those weren't your pictures. I was raised in a small rural town where we're taught to trust people and look for the best in others. That's why when I saw your site and you acted as if those were your pictures, I saw no reason disbelieve you. Why should I?
You were right about one thing that I've had to come to terms with. You said back in March 2005, "Would I really be as enamored and smitten with you if I had known that those weren't pictures of you?" The answer is no. If I had known that those weren't pictures of you, I wouldn't have gone to such lengths that I did, and it is one of the sad and unfortunate things I've had to come to come to terms with as an individual.
Personally, I think it's much safer for you now in general having you post that those aren't your pictures because you won't run into the situation that we had. It would've saved you all that anxiety, stress, and fear that you felt. With all due respect, you brought that upon yourself by choosing to be afraid of me and overreact.
You can be angry with me and call me whatever you want, but I was simply acting as any normal male would if they were smitten with an attractive female. I tried so hard to show you that I was not the person that you imagined me to be. The whole point of even giving you my mom's phone number, best friend's phone number, and personal information was so that you had the option of doing a background check on me and hearing from people who actually knew me in real life as to what kind of person I was.
Anyone who knows me realizes I'm just like Sunny and you and shy in real life. That's why the way you and your friends tried to paint me is so far off. Even when you rely on Bliss who's in England who also tries to reinforce your negative beliefs, you don't even know the whole story with her.
She proposed marriage to me online. We worked together closely. The very Chat Place that she covets was because I got it for her. Her Permanent Free account is because I paid for it without telling her, and this was after how badly she treated me last year.
That's why you still have a skewed perception of me and still refuse to see that I was trying to help you all this time. I have continued to defend you and speak highly of you. I still recommend people go to you because you're intelligent, creative, friendly, and someone worth knowing.
The reason why I fought so hard for you was because your opinion mattered to me. This had nothing to do with whether you were the real Sunny or not. I always knew you were a good person, and it never sat well with me that you had this bad opinion of me based off of incorrect information.
Rod
She said that when she read it, she felt like crap and burst into tears and cried over it. That was never the intent. The last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt her feelings and make her cry. It was meant as constructive criticism to help her with her business. She didn't have to take my advice. I would've been fine if she ignored it or chose not to use it. She chose to be oversensitive and look at it as a direct attack on her as a person and her self-worth.
It's too bad she never paid attention to any of the Psychic Readings that I did that show her place in history. Over the last couple weeks, my Readings have gotten much better showing how her life was preordained and intertwined with Sunny Leone. That's why Isabella Lucy Bishop was born 1831. Then you had Valentine Leone born 1975 and way before Isabella and Sunny Leone were born in 1981.
To: Isabella
From: Rod
Date: 12/29/2005, 3:05 am
Subject: Age of Innocence
I think your feelings about Sunny doing her first video are natural. There is a natural innocence and beauty, which is the original reason why I first called you. I had said years ago that I would never ever call a phone sex operator. However, when I saw her (your?) face, that's what drew me to you and made me change my mind.
As I've always said, I've continually remained supportive of you regardless of whatever you may think about me. Sunny may be a physical representation of someone whom you'd like to be, but the great thing about inner beauty is that you can perceive yourself however you want.
The thing about innocence is that once you lose it, it's gone forever. There are times I look back and wish I could go back to childhood and live in that time period where you were care-free. You didn't worry about bills, taxes, complex relationships, abusive significant others, crime, stalkers, and the uglier side of human nature.
That's why they say that "Ignorance is Bliss." Sometimes you're much happier not knowing about things. Sadly enough, we all have to grow up some time. I had a rude awakening because it never once occurred to me that those weren't your pictures. I was raised in a small rural town where we're taught to trust people and look for the best in others. That's why when I saw your site and you acted as if those were your pictures, I saw no reason disbelieve you. Why should I?
You were right about one thing that I've had to come to terms with. You said back in March 2005, "Would I really be as enamored and smitten with you if I had known that those weren't pictures of you?" The answer is no. If I had known that those weren't pictures of you, I wouldn't have gone to such lengths that I did, and it is one of the sad and unfortunate things I've had to come to come to terms with as an individual.
Personally, I think it's much safer for you now in general having you post that those aren't your pictures because you won't run into the situation that we had. It would've saved you all that anxiety, stress, and fear that you felt. With all due respect, you brought that upon yourself by choosing to be afraid of me and overreact.
You can be angry with me and call me whatever you want, but I was simply acting as any normal male would if they were smitten with an attractive female. I tried so hard to show you that I was not the person that you imagined me to be. The whole point of even giving you my mom's phone number, best friend's phone number, and personal information was so that you had the option of doing a background check on me and hearing from people who actually knew me in real life as to what kind of person I was.
Anyone who knows me realizes I'm just like Sunny and you and shy in real life. That's why the way you and your friends tried to paint me is so far off. Even when you rely on Bliss who's in England who also tries to reinforce your negative beliefs, you don't even know the whole story with her.
She proposed marriage to me online. We worked together closely. The very Chat Place that she covets was because I got it for her. Her Permanent Free account is because I paid for it without telling her, and this was after how badly she treated me last year.
That's why you still have a skewed perception of me and still refuse to see that I was trying to help you all this time. I have continued to defend you and speak highly of you. I still recommend people go to you because you're intelligent, creative, friendly, and someone worth knowing.
The reason why I fought so hard for you was because your opinion mattered to me. This had nothing to do with whether you were the real Sunny or not. I always knew you were a good person, and it never sat well with me that you had this bad opinion of me based off of incorrect information.
Rod