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This weather is a big joke! They were calling for all this stuff to hit us and we jus got a light dusting and then after few hours or so it was melting. And that was our "BIG storm of 2007". LOL
My horses finally got shod to day, Well to of the did. Jody's going to do Mizzy next weekend when he comes up. He is so good to her and she's not lame for a couple day afterwards. You have to really take your time when you do her front end or she wont stand there and let you shoe her.
House and made up his mind on thursday that he is a stud!!! Mizzy came into heat and he have his mind set that he was gonna get him sum. Smoke and house were up all day on thurs. because the farrier was coming out, well that didnt happen. Anyways when I got home I turned them out and House made a beline for Mizzy. Lets jus say by the time it took me to run to the back field he had mounted her 4 times. So now they cant be together when she in, she is a total huzzy. I think she really wants a baby,(but she has to wait till Jody and I move in together). But I'm so glad house is easy to handle when she's in heat, I have been around some geldings that you couldn't handle when they were around mares in heat. Smoke on the other hand could care less... She trys to love up on him and it just pisses him off.
Now on to what have been on my mind.....
My mom told us last wed. that she is moving out. She said that she is not happy being married anymore.That this has been a long time coming and now she wants to be on her own. She said her and my dad dont talk much and dont see each other much. Well maybe they would it "SHE" was ever home! She works all the time and sometimes doesnt get home till 8 and by then my dad is at his buddy's at the guy hang out place(farm talking and playing cards). Hell I dont even see her much anymore and when she does get home early she go's and feeds her goats and then she'll go and get in bed, watch tv and stay there. The funny thing is now they act fine like every thing is normal, they're talking and joking,ect. still sleeping in that same bed. I dont get it. I know my dad really want to work it out and he is really upset with it. But he still is saying that she doesn't wanna try and she is looking and some different places(condo,ect.). I really jus dont know. My dad said that she said he can keep the house,she wants nothing just small things.
She has just now started talking to me again. When she told me my temper came out really bad and I told her what I was thinking. And it pissed her off. It just really upsets me because I have so much anger built up at her right now. I guess because part of me feels like she's saying "I wont out of my life" and taking the easy way out. I dont know really how i feel so i cant really put it all in to words.
Now in a way i'm side steping from looking forward to Jody and I moving in together, because I feel like when we do, i'm leaving him too. And I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I do.
Jody has been so good to me, he has let me cry and vent to him. He has been so easy to talk to....I really love him move then i could have ever thought. I cant wait to see him, next Friday seems so far away. :(
Well I hear my book calling me! LOL
I'm off to bed.......
My horses finally got shod to day, Well to of the did. Jody's going to do Mizzy next weekend when he comes up. He is so good to her and she's not lame for a couple day afterwards. You have to really take your time when you do her front end or she wont stand there and let you shoe her.
House and made up his mind on thursday that he is a stud!!! Mizzy came into heat and he have his mind set that he was gonna get him sum. Smoke and house were up all day on thurs. because the farrier was coming out, well that didnt happen. Anyways when I got home I turned them out and House made a beline for Mizzy. Lets jus say by the time it took me to run to the back field he had mounted her 4 times. So now they cant be together when she in, she is a total huzzy. I think she really wants a baby,(but she has to wait till Jody and I move in together). But I'm so glad house is easy to handle when she's in heat, I have been around some geldings that you couldn't handle when they were around mares in heat. Smoke on the other hand could care less... She trys to love up on him and it just pisses him off.
Now on to what have been on my mind.....
My mom told us last wed. that she is moving out. She said that she is not happy being married anymore.That this has been a long time coming and now she wants to be on her own. She said her and my dad dont talk much and dont see each other much. Well maybe they would it "SHE" was ever home! She works all the time and sometimes doesnt get home till 8 and by then my dad is at his buddy's at the guy hang out place(farm talking and playing cards). Hell I dont even see her much anymore and when she does get home early she go's and feeds her goats and then she'll go and get in bed, watch tv and stay there. The funny thing is now they act fine like every thing is normal, they're talking and joking,ect. still sleeping in that same bed. I dont get it. I know my dad really want to work it out and he is really upset with it. But he still is saying that she doesn't wanna try and she is looking and some different places(condo,ect.). I really jus dont know. My dad said that she said he can keep the house,she wants nothing just small things.
She has just now started talking to me again. When she told me my temper came out really bad and I told her what I was thinking. And it pissed her off. It just really upsets me because I have so much anger built up at her right now. I guess because part of me feels like she's saying "I wont out of my life" and taking the easy way out. I dont know really how i feel so i cant really put it all in to words.
Now in a way i'm side steping from looking forward to Jody and I moving in together, because I feel like when we do, i'm leaving him too. And I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I do.
Jody has been so good to me, he has let me cry and vent to him. He has been so easy to talk to....I really love him move then i could have ever thought. I cant wait to see him, next Friday seems so far away. :(
Well I hear my book calling me! LOL
I'm off to bed.......