Simply Life!
Ola,...Como es'das,people...Anyhow,Im just settin here thinking about last summer... I supose its because of the weather getting so warm lately...I was just thinking to myself,about how hard its going to be,to top last summer...I keep thinking of how I miss those long peacefull nights,that I spent with my friend Jason,at his farm...We would just sit in his old dairy barn,and talk for hours,about anything that entered our minds,and the problems we have,and how we should of seen it coming,with us being who we are.."Cowboys!"...Though not really ever feeling sorry for our selves,but sort of laughing it off,in our dry since of humor,state of mind!...I miss being in that old barn,day in day out...Listening to the soothing sounds of the mexican canteena music,that the mexican milkers,would work to all night long,while being herd along with the constant,but soft,roar of the cooling fans,only to be broken by our voices alone...Along with that memory,comes another,and probably the most signifigent of them all...The "Dave Martin"rodeo Crew!...The journey began,July 28th of 2001...To make a long story short,Jason and I,decided we would join up with the crew,when we were invited by "Hollywood Harris",which was the funny man/barrel clown,of Dave Martin's "fly by night crew"...Being cowboys,and given an opertunity to "Go where no man has gone before!",we said.......OK....We really had no idea what we were getting into,but didnt really care,due to the fact that we had a seroius "adventure call"!... After a few weeks busting our ass's,selling trick ropes and such,we decided to sing Happy trails, make like a hippie,and smoke that joint!...But after all was said and done,long after we had returned,I started to do something that I didnt think would ever happen!...I started to miss it all...I missed the crew...The same crew that I fought with the whole time...The same crew that I stayed up with,what seemed like countless nights on end,and the same crew that gave me the nick name..."Gunsel"!..... I thought Id never miss those crazy S.O.B.'s but I did,and I still do!...The reason that I didnt cope so well,while I was there,was simple....I left someone that I loved back at home....And that is a serious mistake,that I would still change if I could,even though we are not together anymore...Before you misunderstand what I meant be leaving someone at home...I should tell you,that we didnt break up then...We both agreed on staying together,and keeping in touch,via internet,and phone...So now that I have that cleared up,...like I said....Mistake!...I couldnt think about anything else,so I was basicly tourchering myself,by going away from her...I still regret that to the day...And I think I will always...But I wouldnt change anything if I had the chance,except maybe telling her how much I appreciated her,and how much I would always love her....But I think she knows.........I guess I miss this past summer so much,because it was the first summer that I was most peaceful,most loved,most hated,and most shot at,all at once!...Extream by all means...So anyhow I hope you enjoyed my writings,for tonight...And remember,...My intentions of my life storys,are not to make you view my life,as it is to me...But to cause you to reflect upon your own,in thinking of something similar that might have touched your life in some way...Maybe,something as simple as setting with your best friend on a warm summer night,talking about your lives...Besides...I was always told that the simple things in life,are the best things in life!....................................................JOSH