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It seems that whenever I'm mad or seething I always think of that one line, nay one phrase of that D12 song. "This bullshit can't be true, we're family.."
Well, isn't it pleasant that my parents hate each other... not only has my mom turned into the biggest bitch in the world, but her predecessor-my dad- seems to be trying to take his position back. I guess divorce... wouldn't be so bad, except if there wasn't my sibling. "this bullshit can't be true..."... I don't know how I should feel, I was never taught... this is hilarious, I imagine. ...we're family.
You know.. I'm not a badass or a cutter or a masochist, but sometimes, I feel so weak and tender, I just want to let go and drift somewhere else. Lean back and drift, wait for the lone whale to swallow me, and join the ranks of Nemo and the rest.. hehe painful memories I imagine...
So I can treat myself right... and my sister.. and let her know someone with a family will be with her for the rest of her life... to let her wear what she wants to wear and let her get up without being yelled at by her biopolar mom ... "this bullshit"... I love my life... such a blessing.
regards
Well, isn't it pleasant that my parents hate each other... not only has my mom turned into the biggest bitch in the world, but her predecessor-my dad- seems to be trying to take his position back. I guess divorce... wouldn't be so bad, except if there wasn't my sibling. "this bullshit can't be true..."... I don't know how I should feel, I was never taught... this is hilarious, I imagine. ...we're family.
You know.. I'm not a badass or a cutter or a masochist, but sometimes, I feel so weak and tender, I just want to let go and drift somewhere else. Lean back and drift, wait for the lone whale to swallow me, and join the ranks of Nemo and the rest.. hehe painful memories I imagine...
So I can treat myself right... and my sister.. and let her know someone with a family will be with her for the rest of her life... to let her wear what she wants to wear and let her get up without being yelled at by her biopolar mom ... "this bullshit"... I love my life... such a blessing.
regards