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I have quite possibly the most awful memory in existence. No joke, because I cannot remember anything worth shit. At this point in time, I am debating whether to find myself some aderol or simply duking it out with my inner self in college and hoping to get all A's. Which I doubt is possible. It's just like... I'll be reading a book, and then I'll read a passage, and my eyes will just wander down the page about 3 paragraphs until I see dialogue. I'm finding myself forgetting how to speak words in English. I'll be like... look.. that cow... is on fire, it's flamy..flavy... flaming! Omigod, I can't stand it. And I can't stop thinking about useless shit that's never going to work out. I need some medicine so bad.
medicine, medicine... you will be my friend very soon.
And I have this awful problem of being wrong... a lot. Like I thought I was vaguely intelligent... nope. I have got to concentrate on something, and do something with my life. Do some art, write a book. SOmething like that.
Prom was pretty fun, not fucking A! Holy SHit man!, but like entertaining. Rajini looked really pretty and so did about 3/4 of the people I saw there. However, I was a little pissed about the dinner arrangements, but it's not worth losing my dignity over.
I'm changing! Omigod, I'm going to be so weird for the rest of my life. Sometimes I wish I could be a jock. A chinese jock.
Man this was a long post.
medicine, medicine... you will be my friend very soon.
And I have this awful problem of being wrong... a lot. Like I thought I was vaguely intelligent... nope. I have got to concentrate on something, and do something with my life. Do some art, write a book. SOmething like that.
Prom was pretty fun, not fucking A! Holy SHit man!, but like entertaining. Rajini looked really pretty and so did about 3/4 of the people I saw there. However, I was a little pissed about the dinner arrangements, but it's not worth losing my dignity over.
I'm changing! Omigod, I'm going to be so weird for the rest of my life. Sometimes I wish I could be a jock. A chinese jock.
Man this was a long post.