Aug 03, 2006 20:50
ill be home in less than 24 hours and i could not be happier
im so lonely right now
my roommate is gone
brandons gone
i was spoiled with being with him hours every day and now i feel like im missing something just by knowing hes not there one floor on top of me to go visit whenever i felt like seeing him smile and what not.
im so ready to be home
see my mom and give her an huge hug
see my friends and give them an even longer hug and cry.
i miss you all so much.
it finally hit me lastnight
im really scared of fall. everyone going everywhere.
im scared of not staying friends with certain people
i like all the people i met here but i'm scared im not going to have the same quality of friendships
im scared im not going to have friends like those who truely get me.
i want to be home.
now.
im going to go shower and call frannie to go there and go get food.
see you all soon <3