Lately...
I am back on deviant art if you guys know what that is. This is the link to my profile:
http://theartistichena.deviantart.com/
But to tell the truth I've been thinking lately only of one thing. I wrote a whole post earlier but i wasn't satisfied with it.
It feels like I lost something close to me which I kind of did.. a person. Sort of =/ Don't worry no one died. But still...
Uggh i'm like some freak or something. But no matter how much I cheer up its hard to not think about. I know I made the decision and I know we are friends but we haven't spoken in what??? a month?? we used to speak everyday.. i guess thats why it feels so strange. I am starting to wonder if I'll ever speak to you again. Ha! I wouldn't think you could speak to me after this post but I really had to write it in my journals.
I bet I'll read this and think "what was I thinking" but oh well its 3 in the morning.
Well I bought wooden sticks for the carriage I'm building. I don't want to have a birthday party. I hate all this wasting money... it makes me sick.