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Well life is crazy and dramatic right now.
Well the highlites of all this time that I haven't posted it that three guys like me and I am stressing out with last minute end of the year work.
Three people like me and its wonderful the things they say about me. But I can't go out with all three even though they are really nice boys. :/ Whats weird is that neither of them are someone I got the time to know which causes unease for me. So I ask 'em exactly why they like me. They say great things but I told all of them at this point that I want to be friends. Well I can't put them all in the same category so I'll describe them each separately. Nigel is in my spanish class and he is very nice and funny (thats basically all I know), well I also know his last name. Nigel says that I am he wants in a girl. Robert (which I have written about in earlier journals) is playful yet serious at times and very intelligent. He is very funny and very sweet. He told me that he accepts that I want to be friends even though he still has feelings for me. Nicholas is well.. tall and funny. He is a teaser but not like those bad ones. He is those hidden ones and skateboards.
But I am ok with all of them because I lie feeling important and liked. I am really selfish and I can notice it and I hate myself for it. I am really short!
I am starting to like Robert a lot! I think about him all the time. But I wish I knew for sure because I also have a crush on Cody. Sh** what the hell is wrong with me??? Idk so right now I haven't said anything to both about being boyfriends and girlfriends. I wish I could talk to Robert right now but he isn't on Facebook right now. I am going crazy here!