The only direction we flow is down. . .
I've been doing a lot of thinking today. About love, and relationships, and life, and growing up. And, I think I've already said all I can say about the subject to one very understanding ear. But, I just can't wrap my head around the idea of love, or lust, or whatever you want to call it. How is it possible to fall so hard for someone that I know is so wrong for me? And how did I let myself fall at a time in my life that I truly didn't want to fall for ANYONE? And where do I begin letting this go. I know that I'm in a much better place now than the last time I wrestled with this demon. But, it still doesn't hurt any less. And I truly am sick of this pattern. I love the person I am becoming and the direction Florida is taking me. But, I guess even so some things will never change. It's a tough pill to swallow sometimes.