playing house
it was a cold day. so cold at the bus-stop that i longed for a bus to drive by just so i would be warmed by the exhaust. i've done so much russian the past few days that i compulsively write in cyrillic. it's become a bored reflex to replace doodling.
i took two individual naps today. one of which produced a long and confusing dream. don't feel obligated to read it, i wrote it down more for posterity.
The dream begins with me living with three other guys. Two of the guy are a couple, but they are in the closet and hide it from everyone especially the third guy. So I start fooling around with one of these guys. He has to go out for the night, but before leaving he says, "When I get back tonight I'll sleep with you." So this is good.
I go out too and meet with Aikta, Brigit and some anonymous people. Somehow I have an eye accident. Brigit says she can fix it, so we go to this hospital and go up to the dark abandoned floor. She put stuff on my eye and says it's better. I look in the mirror and the color from my iris is seeping into the whites if my eye, like dropping food-coloring into water. I start screaming, "I'm going blind," and make them take me to a real doctor. On the way we run into a group of goth vampires/mutants that live in the hospital. Brigit knows them. The leader comes in and we can't leave because he'll kill us. Weird shit happens, but Aikta and I manage to escape.
We exit to go get Aikta's car. Outside the doors is a large group of religious fanatic (mostly old women) who grab us and try to drag us into the hospital for brainwashing. We keep shouting, "We're Buddhist, it won't work on us," and somehow we escape. We find where Aikta's car should be has been freshly turned into handicapped parking and the car was towed. We asked the worker and said that, "everyone knows these spaces get painted handicap at 7pm."
So we go back inside and try to find the front desk to get help for my eye. As we wonder around I think about how I must get home in time. I can't miss out on that boy. Then I start thinking about how I don't really get to sleep with him and it's all in my head. Realizing it's a fantasy makes me understand i'm dreaming and I immediately wake up.
i took two individual naps today. one of which produced a long and confusing dream. don't feel obligated to read it, i wrote it down more for posterity.
The dream begins with me living with three other guys. Two of the guy are a couple, but they are in the closet and hide it from everyone especially the third guy. So I start fooling around with one of these guys. He has to go out for the night, but before leaving he says, "When I get back tonight I'll sleep with you." So this is good.
I go out too and meet with Aikta, Brigit and some anonymous people. Somehow I have an eye accident. Brigit says she can fix it, so we go to this hospital and go up to the dark abandoned floor. She put stuff on my eye and says it's better. I look in the mirror and the color from my iris is seeping into the whites if my eye, like dropping food-coloring into water. I start screaming, "I'm going blind," and make them take me to a real doctor. On the way we run into a group of goth vampires/mutants that live in the hospital. Brigit knows them. The leader comes in and we can't leave because he'll kill us. Weird shit happens, but Aikta and I manage to escape.
We exit to go get Aikta's car. Outside the doors is a large group of religious fanatic (mostly old women) who grab us and try to drag us into the hospital for brainwashing. We keep shouting, "We're Buddhist, it won't work on us," and somehow we escape. We find where Aikta's car should be has been freshly turned into handicapped parking and the car was towed. We asked the worker and said that, "everyone knows these spaces get painted handicap at 7pm."
So we go back inside and try to find the front desk to get help for my eye. As we wonder around I think about how I must get home in time. I can't miss out on that boy. Then I start thinking about how I don't really get to sleep with him and it's all in my head. Realizing it's a fantasy makes me understand i'm dreaming and I immediately wake up.