Mar 04, 2006 02:08
It's been quite some time since I've updated this here Journal. But, that's because I had no access to the Internet for quite some time. Oh well. I got a new computer and Comcast Internet now so.. tis all good. I made up for the due time. Anyway. It's not like anyone reads my Journals anymore. But, that can be good. It's like my own personal thing now I guess. Everyone gets on MySpace.. no time for the LiveJournals. But.. a lot has sure gone down. I actually quit Wal-Mart after 7 months of working there to only return back to them after a fucking week of working at Comcast. I just didn't feel Comcast too much. The high climbing of electrical poles.. the hours would switch from long to short days. And to be honest, they were merging with another sub-contracting company.. no room for me. But, other than that.. nothing has gone down. Still at Wal-Mart.. and oh, I got myself a car. How grand, eh? A 2005 Kia Optima. Not a Lexus or anything but it does good. At least, to my standards. Which means - it runs. Me and Courtney are still together. But, other connections have fallen apart. Like, for instance -- Jake, one of my on-going best friends of 11 years has kind of expressed that he doesn't wanna chill/hang out with me anymore. I'm not gonna get into the details of it, but that's pretty much shitty-ass news to add to my already down-falling life. And I say that because I just got plenty of shit dumped on my head as is.. and that just makes it even worse. To make matters worse than that.. my other best friend got locked up recently because of a stupid ass falling out with a bitch mom. Anyway.. he's out. But, he's gotta pay his bail back.. not to mention his negative numbers in the bank.. and that he has to pay rent and put food on the table. So, I never get to see him anymore. And if I do, he's in a bad mood because of his non-stop working hours. As far as my cousin, Mike.. I never see him due to his girlfriend and him seeing each other. Shit just has really fallen apart for me lately like that. Only people I've been hanging with is my girlfriend, my brother's girlfriend, and whoever wants to tag along. Otherwise, people I don't hang out with on the normal. Which is fine.. I just miss the people that I grew up with as well. And the way things are looking.. I may never get to see any of them for quite some time. Jake seems to despise me really. Oh, and as for my brothers. My little brother is with his now girlfriend. So, he's pretty much out of my picture as well. But.. enough bitching. I'ma try to get to sleep.. if that's even possible. Haven't gotten too much of that more recently. Late.