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Well Im 21 its not like much has changed or has it? I only had a beer and it wasnt that great. It was nothing like last years birthday. What am I doing? I don't even know. You think what your doing is right but then you argue with yourself even more. I cant get the memories out of my head. I cant hold back the tears when I fall asleep at night. I miss the wet hair, the cold feet, the warm back, the sweet lips, stubborn attitude, loving eyes, caring heart, back scratching, never questioning, always loving, sweet smile, passionate embraces, and all the great things I once had. I know what I did was right because of all the wrong I had done. I guess this is my punishment. One day i swear I will make it up to you I promise.