Dec 26, 2004 12:30
well u ruined anthor couple of days
blamed people for ur mistakes and mishaps
y couldent you just keep ur mouth shut and not argue
it felt like the "good ol days"
the days i spent trying to be the adult
the days i wished i could be living somewhere else
the days i jnew what was going on and was on top of things
the days when u were only happy when ur pipe was lit up and the aftwards effect
the YEARS of tears and fears that hid inside
the YEARS of verbal abuse and tournment
it all came back once u stepped into my room
it lasted 3 whole days
it made me never to see you agian
you told me that u loved us and would never let anything harm us
you told me that you were proud of me
you told me that you would never leave our side
THAN YOU SAID>>>>>
then you said "i hope you find me dead in a puddle of blood under the xmas tree tomorrow morning"
than you said "Dusty i wont see u till your graduation day, make sure you send me an invite"
then you said "your fucking father is fucking your cousin, that fucking whore" or " hes probly next door fucking eating that twat out" or even " your father cant get of his fucking mothers tit"
I dont mean to make you sound bad but the things you do and say are all mostly mean and that is how ill always remeber you. Sure ill remeber the kind ones at times,but the she devil is what rises and what wil alway rise as time goes by.
sorry,
Dusty
P.S. i cant stand the yelling and i think it what makes joy because it causes drama and you fel bored if you dont have drama.