yup

May 13, 2005 18:57

So, Joseph is in Milwaukee for about a week or so, Summer has a job now, and most of my friends are on tour or at work. I'm supposed to be at work, but I let Blake cover my shift because he only had three and I had five...three of which were consecutive closing shifts. I kinda regret giving it up now though because I'm bored stupid and I'm hungry. I've been laying in bed all day long...I've only gotten up twice to use the bathroom. I really need to make some new friends. That's not a statement about the ones I already have...It's a statement about the fact that ONE friend isn't really enough.

I'm basically just feeling sorry for myself because I didn't get out of the house and do something with my life today. I've been meaning to go to the mall to look for shorts for work for a week now. I'm just so lethargic lately. And as lame as it sounds, without Joseph here, I don't really feel the need to get out of bed. I really miss him. It's been a long time since we've been apart for so long, especially without talking. I haven't spoken to him personally for more than 5 minutes since he left almost a week ago.

The living situation, or lack thereof, is really starting to get to me. I have a place to live at the beginning of August, but nothing until then. My parents are moving to Shalotte very suddenly. If they find a house without having to build, I can keep my furniture and stuff there and beg Joseph to let me live with him until then. I'm there all the time anyway, and I would definitely help out with bills and rent, so it'd save all of them money. I hope he goes for it.

Anyway, I'm gonna take Summer some paper towels so she can clean up Huckleberry's piles and puddles of love, then go get something to eat. Life is out there.
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