Finally...
You know, things were pretty crappy for me for awhile. I felt like it was last semester all over again, but worse since I havn't heard from Carmen in days. Work has been pissing me off, and my body image was shot. It's not like any of that has been fixed - classes are still tedious, I miss Carmen like I'd miss my fucking eyes, I don't want to go to work, and well...we'll leave the body image thing alone. But for the first time since this past fall, I actually have convictions that supercede whether or not I should drink, smoke, or do whatever drugs on a particular night. I finally feel like I have what I always imagined college would be about: study groups with people I actually think are interesting, beers in the pub, a major I love and this...thing that has my head on upside down and me getting up earlier to get the day started faster. I just hope it gets me through my workweek waiting for monday.
-A
And besides: two consecutive nights of sex dreams doesn't hurt! The weird part is that all night, both nights, its the same person.
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And besides: two consecutive nights of sex dreams doesn't hurt! The weird part is that all night, both nights, its the same person.