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i don't even know what to say on this anymore.
everything seems weird.
i've been reading a lot.
and i feel so disconnected.
but i have so many friends.
and...thats good, a lot of old friends.
a lot of people i really trust who i dont see enough.
and sometimes i get caught up...
in stupid people.
that is my grotesque.
i blew someone off to hang out with ace and tyler and phil.
someone i reeeally shouldn't have
who probably wont forget it.
and thats how shit has been lately.
its just weird.
everything is turning out different than i ever expected.
the people i'm friends with.
the people i hang out with.
the impression that i give off.
its scary when you can relate to sherwood anderson characters.
its really scary.
why is it that reading has become a bad thing,
and exposed me to so much that i just want to shut off everything.
i hardly want to talk to anyone
and i end up ranting my head off in the worst possible places.
i really don't even know anymore.
-kayla.
everything seems weird.
i've been reading a lot.
and i feel so disconnected.
but i have so many friends.
and...thats good, a lot of old friends.
a lot of people i really trust who i dont see enough.
and sometimes i get caught up...
in stupid people.
that is my grotesque.
i blew someone off to hang out with ace and tyler and phil.
someone i reeeally shouldn't have
who probably wont forget it.
and thats how shit has been lately.
its just weird.
everything is turning out different than i ever expected.
the people i'm friends with.
the people i hang out with.
the impression that i give off.
its scary when you can relate to sherwood anderson characters.
its really scary.
why is it that reading has become a bad thing,
and exposed me to so much that i just want to shut off everything.
i hardly want to talk to anyone
and i end up ranting my head off in the worst possible places.
i really don't even know anymore.
-kayla.