Feb 05, 2005 22:48
duh.
went snowboarding today.
loved it. loved the power.
loved the ones.
but the wind picked up and my spirits slowly were shot down. there is a big big big long story behind this, but we'll sum it up by saying zoie ditched me to hang out with KC.
even though KC is a jackass.
and said he didn't call me because he "didn't want to snowboard with anyone."
and because "it's easier that way."
zoie told me i better not piss him off because it will only make him hate me.
as if i care how i make him feel...
after how he made me feel?
i hope he feels like i jerk.
i didn't mean to...
but i walked into the lodge where he was eating,
and i looked at him and was like "Fag."
and was so serious.
but so sarcastic at the same time.
in that tone of voice i get from my sister.
and he just stared at me,
and didn't know what to say.
so they ditched me,
and i was with tyler all day,
which was part of the original plan.
ride the bus to meadows,
drop hayley off in welches.
tyler goes with cody and comes snowboarding with us.
the freemans are wonderful.
i came back there to visit cody,
and of course hayley.
and we had a lovely time.
there is nothing quiet like them.
its weird.
its comforting.
espically because i was so very pissed off.
so very very pissed off.
whyyyyy!
no more,
none of this...
hope buisness.
it only gets me into trouble.
-kayla.