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Ok, BIG update!!
BO. IS. HOME.
Bo is home for a month. Sunday was like any other day, Chris and Chad came over to hang out and work on the "man-cart" with my dad. At around 4pm, i got a call, and so I went outside to answer it. I read on my phone and it said i was getting a call from "Bo", but that usually meant it was his mom. And i was expecting a call from her, cause I had called her earlier that week. So I answer the phone with an upbeat "Hey!" And the answer I get is a deep voiced "Hey, boo-munch!" WTF It was BO!! (duh) I couldn't believe it! So we talked and made plans to hang out the next day (Monday) And so on Monday I went over there and saw him and we went out to see the movie "Nacho Libre" and then went back to his house and watched "Snatch" Nothing too interesting on Monday. It was a really nice day. Actually, his mom invited me to go to Virginia Beach with them today for the 4th, and said that they'd be staying in a hotel room for one night. So, I asked my parents this morning and they said "NO!" And so I called Bo and let him know, and he said that they weren't going anyways, cause it would cost over $200 for one night, so yeah, too expensive. So, i had the idea that he could come over to my house and hang out. So i went over and picked him up and brought him back home.
And so we hung out in my room mostly and played video games and listened to music. And then we ate dinner, nothing too exciting. We pretty much tried to avoid my sister, who is being a MAJOR bitch, but i'll get to that later.
Anyways!! We finally decided to go back to his house, and on the way there, I was wondering the whole time whether or not to tell him about Chris. Whether it would be best to tell him now, or wait until he was about to go back to rehab. But I figured it'd be best to tell him now, because then, if he breaks up with me, i can let Chris know and see what happens with Chris, or what-not. Anyways, so i waited a little bit, we were listening to music and I didn't want to interrupt a good song, so I waited until it was between songs and here's how it went:
Me: Hey Bo, we need to talk.
Bo: yeah?
Me: Yeah, I have to tell you something, that I did. I did something horrible.
Bo: What?
Me: Well, I lied to you, about Chris and I. Something did go on between us.
Bo: Like what? Did you start going out with him?
Me: No, not that. We did something else.
Bo: Did you fool around with him?
Me: Yes...but, we did more than just fool around. Bo, I had sex with Chris...
He wasn't really angry, he didn't even yell or anything. He was just disappointed at me, which is pretty damn understandable. He says he forgives me! And we're still going out. I'm so blown away. I don't know whether I'm happy or not that we're still together. I am, of course, cause I never really wanted to break up. I just kinda wonder what could have happened between Chris and I.
And Chris knows that Bo is home. I called him this morning, actually woke him up. I just told him flat out that Bo was home. And then he was cranky so I let him go back to sleep. I am going to have to go over there and talk to him. I can't be doing things with him anymore. He never wanted to go out with me in the first freaking place and he told me that he didn't want to get in between Bo and I. So, he shouldn't be too upset. I still want to be his friend. Bo suggested I kinda stay away from him, but he said it's up to me. Well, I think i can handle just being friends with Chris. That's all Chris and I are anyways! I just don't want to hurt Chris. I do care about him.
Bo is coming along for the ride when Chad and I go to pick up Alyssa. It might be kinda awkward, but I dunno. I'm just excited about seeing Alyssa. I can't wait for her to meet everyone!
WHY IS MY LIFE SO CRAZY?? (Because I make it that way)
This morning, my sister and I got in a HUGE fight. The biggest one we've ever been in. She was making some rude remarks about Bo, and I got really pissed off and told her to shut up. And then we just started yelling at each other, I ran upstairs to my room, then she ran upstairs to HER room. And we've tried to avoid each other all day. But when Bo was here, we had to eat dinner with her, which she never said a word. Then when we were about to leave, but I wanted to download Bo's CD onto my IPOD and that took 4 minutes too long, cause Amanda was down here watching TV, so she made some more rude comments, saying how I talk to pervs online, and shit like that. She will hold that over my head until the day I die. Why? Cause she's a bitch and she does that. Fuck her. I really don't like her right now. FUCK HER!! UGH! I just want her to go to SC and STAY there!!
BO. IS. HOME.
Bo is home for a month. Sunday was like any other day, Chris and Chad came over to hang out and work on the "man-cart" with my dad. At around 4pm, i got a call, and so I went outside to answer it. I read on my phone and it said i was getting a call from "Bo", but that usually meant it was his mom. And i was expecting a call from her, cause I had called her earlier that week. So I answer the phone with an upbeat "Hey!" And the answer I get is a deep voiced "Hey, boo-munch!" WTF It was BO!! (duh) I couldn't believe it! So we talked and made plans to hang out the next day (Monday) And so on Monday I went over there and saw him and we went out to see the movie "Nacho Libre" and then went back to his house and watched "Snatch" Nothing too interesting on Monday. It was a really nice day. Actually, his mom invited me to go to Virginia Beach with them today for the 4th, and said that they'd be staying in a hotel room for one night. So, I asked my parents this morning and they said "NO!" And so I called Bo and let him know, and he said that they weren't going anyways, cause it would cost over $200 for one night, so yeah, too expensive. So, i had the idea that he could come over to my house and hang out. So i went over and picked him up and brought him back home.
And so we hung out in my room mostly and played video games and listened to music. And then we ate dinner, nothing too exciting. We pretty much tried to avoid my sister, who is being a MAJOR bitch, but i'll get to that later.
Anyways!! We finally decided to go back to his house, and on the way there, I was wondering the whole time whether or not to tell him about Chris. Whether it would be best to tell him now, or wait until he was about to go back to rehab. But I figured it'd be best to tell him now, because then, if he breaks up with me, i can let Chris know and see what happens with Chris, or what-not. Anyways, so i waited a little bit, we were listening to music and I didn't want to interrupt a good song, so I waited until it was between songs and here's how it went:
Me: Hey Bo, we need to talk.
Bo: yeah?
Me: Yeah, I have to tell you something, that I did. I did something horrible.
Bo: What?
Me: Well, I lied to you, about Chris and I. Something did go on between us.
Bo: Like what? Did you start going out with him?
Me: No, not that. We did something else.
Bo: Did you fool around with him?
Me: Yes...but, we did more than just fool around. Bo, I had sex with Chris...
He wasn't really angry, he didn't even yell or anything. He was just disappointed at me, which is pretty damn understandable. He says he forgives me! And we're still going out. I'm so blown away. I don't know whether I'm happy or not that we're still together. I am, of course, cause I never really wanted to break up. I just kinda wonder what could have happened between Chris and I.
And Chris knows that Bo is home. I called him this morning, actually woke him up. I just told him flat out that Bo was home. And then he was cranky so I let him go back to sleep. I am going to have to go over there and talk to him. I can't be doing things with him anymore. He never wanted to go out with me in the first freaking place and he told me that he didn't want to get in between Bo and I. So, he shouldn't be too upset. I still want to be his friend. Bo suggested I kinda stay away from him, but he said it's up to me. Well, I think i can handle just being friends with Chris. That's all Chris and I are anyways! I just don't want to hurt Chris. I do care about him.
Bo is coming along for the ride when Chad and I go to pick up Alyssa. It might be kinda awkward, but I dunno. I'm just excited about seeing Alyssa. I can't wait for her to meet everyone!
WHY IS MY LIFE SO CRAZY?? (Because I make it that way)
This morning, my sister and I got in a HUGE fight. The biggest one we've ever been in. She was making some rude remarks about Bo, and I got really pissed off and told her to shut up. And then we just started yelling at each other, I ran upstairs to my room, then she ran upstairs to HER room. And we've tried to avoid each other all day. But when Bo was here, we had to eat dinner with her, which she never said a word. Then when we were about to leave, but I wanted to download Bo's CD onto my IPOD and that took 4 minutes too long, cause Amanda was down here watching TV, so she made some more rude comments, saying how I talk to pervs online, and shit like that. She will hold that over my head until the day I die. Why? Cause she's a bitch and she does that. Fuck her. I really don't like her right now. FUCK HER!! UGH! I just want her to go to SC and STAY there!!