more relationship spew...
the situation as it stands:
i have a ticket with my name on it waiting for me. bought and paid for. (granted my friend paid all of $10 for it, and the rest were ffmiles, but still.) the duration of the stay would be 1 month, with 2 weeks with him and the other two on the big island with my family.
from what i can tell (he was fairly drunk at the time) purple's big objections come from feeling abandoned. he thinks i'm just going to run off and leave him with all our debt, and that i care more about getting to hawaii than about him. from my end, i really think i'd do better getting a job there and sending money back. jobs are far easier to come by over on the big island, especially when it comes to retail anything. and there are even two places that i could almost be garunteed a job over there. i don't have that here. i tried applying to blockbuster online and i didn't even make it past the first screening when it told me to fuck off and retry in 90 days. i know purple's stressed about money, so am i. and we'd miss each other. but past the money thing its now blown into "which do you choose, me or hawaii"...
fuck monkeys.
and now all night he's been exceedingly drunk, and surly, and we declared a truce so we could go out and enjoy new years together but ... not so much...
it feels like all we do is argue, and purple seems to think that his opinion doesn't matter to me. the problem is that everytime he seems to bring something up, he's *drunk* and i'm not, and we can't communicate properly...
*sigh*
i have a ticket with my name on it waiting for me. bought and paid for. (granted my friend paid all of $10 for it, and the rest were ffmiles, but still.) the duration of the stay would be 1 month, with 2 weeks with him and the other two on the big island with my family.
from what i can tell (he was fairly drunk at the time) purple's big objections come from feeling abandoned. he thinks i'm just going to run off and leave him with all our debt, and that i care more about getting to hawaii than about him. from my end, i really think i'd do better getting a job there and sending money back. jobs are far easier to come by over on the big island, especially when it comes to retail anything. and there are even two places that i could almost be garunteed a job over there. i don't have that here. i tried applying to blockbuster online and i didn't even make it past the first screening when it told me to fuck off and retry in 90 days. i know purple's stressed about money, so am i. and we'd miss each other. but past the money thing its now blown into "which do you choose, me or hawaii"...
fuck monkeys.
and now all night he's been exceedingly drunk, and surly, and we declared a truce so we could go out and enjoy new years together but ... not so much...
it feels like all we do is argue, and purple seems to think that his opinion doesn't matter to me. the problem is that everytime he seems to bring something up, he's *drunk* and i'm not, and we can't communicate properly...
*sigh*