Calm Before The Storm

Oct 10, 2004 19:16

Title: Calm Before The Storm
Pairing: Seb/Chuck (Simple Plan)
Author: Rockyhorror06
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Oh boy do I wish...

Cross Posted.

Chapter 1

Love is something that happens so fast. Most of the time it takes time to recognize that love is present. A person becomes so used to something or someone always being there and when love evolves the person doesn't understand what the feeling is. Once the person realizes the warm, fuzzy, nervous, feeling is love, a lot of the time it's too late.

Let me introduce myself, my name is Sebastien, but you can call me Seb. I am the guitar player and youngest member of the Canadian band, Simple Plan. I'm always seen as the sweet, little, advice giving Seb to everyone. But looks can be deceiving, I'm quick to blame and become upset with my band mates. All except one though. As hard as I try I just can't become mad at him. I guess that just what Chuck does to me.

I don't know when it started but I've liked Chuck for a while now. Don't get me wrong, I like all the guys including Patrick, but I LIKE like Chuck. I've become infatuated with him I guess. I never in my wildest dream thought something like this would happen. Liking boys, I mean. Well, now that I think about it... I thought girls had cooties for a very long time, longer than the usual boy. Girls just never interested me. I always thought that I didn't have to feel anything towards them because I was SUPPOSED to like girls, not boys.

Besides, I was too busy for girls, I was busy with our garage band which back then we all thought wouldn't leave Pierre's garage. Boy were we wrong. Look at us now, pop-punk band Simple Plan. We've got 13 year old girls throwing themselves at us. Now if it was 13 year old boys... I'm kidding! Jeeze can't you people take a joke? Well, anyway...

I find myself staring at Chuck a lot lately. It's getting harder and harder to make up excuses for it. I'm sure he thinks I'm a total space shot. Always staring "off into space." "Space" just so happens to be Chuck.

I'm not sure which is a bigger problem, the liking Chuck part or the liking guys part. No one knows that I'm gay. I've never told a soul. At least I don't think I have, who the hell knows what I say when I'm drunk. I wonder how the guys will react to my news, more so how Chuck will react. I hope they don't shun me or call me faggot or something. I could only imagine if I was out in high school the kind of shit I would've gone through. The thought of it makes me shudder. People can be so mean. But now that I think about it, I didn't even know I was gay when I was in high school. My parents just called me a late bloomer because of the whole lack of liking girls thing. Oh boy will they faint when they hear about their son.

Constructive criticism is appreciated.

simple plan, calm before the storm, seb/chuck

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