It's freakin' cold - wait... Nope
For the first time of the summer I took the twins out for a swim at the nearby lake today, which turned out to be a much appreciated venture. As usual we all stood at the edge of the water, peeking down at the wavy, dark green surface and in our minds imagining that it must be SO COLD that just touching it would result in instant petrification and, if lucky, instant death. Naturally, it turned out the same way it always does; one of us leaps in (Me), screams for three seconds and then the water feels great. After a few minutes Elin took to dive, and even some more minutes after her Emma followed suit. It's not a very fun lake maybe, but I do like swimming in it. Especially on a very warm, sweaty day like today has been up until about an hour ago when the sun-man called it a day.
The summer happiness aside; big life changes are fucking annoying at times. For anyone who's ever moved out, emigrated or started a new school will now what a freakin' hassle it is. And I mean, sure, it's for a good reason and I know that in the end all the crap will have been worth it... But omigosh, what a fucking struggle it feels like right now. Student-muthafucka-financedirect has yet to grant my loan application, without which I can't apply for a visa or grants from CSN or order plane tickets. Thus I can't set a date for my arrival, thus this annoys everyone involved in this. I feel bad because I should be the one on top of things here, but I feel very much lost in all of this. It's all vry freaky, scary and stressing in the way that whenever I sit down to relax I feel that I need to get up and do something but my mind can't form WHAT I should be doing instead, so I sit down in apathy.
Sometimes, just sometimes, this leads to me writing entries on my Livejournal. Hmm...
But seriously, this is starting to get a bit under my skin. I don't want to cause problems, but it seems that's what I'm doing, and I can't figure out how to correct and straighten out my situation. If anyone here has ever moved from Sweden to Leeds; please contact me. I sort of need that kind of expertis right now. Okay? Okay.
Sorry by the way, to the beautiful people that will be forced to live with me for the next few months as I will be a wreck. An annoying wreck. Most likely unbearable. Sorry. I love you guys. Really do.
The summer happiness aside; big life changes are fucking annoying at times. For anyone who's ever moved out, emigrated or started a new school will now what a freakin' hassle it is. And I mean, sure, it's for a good reason and I know that in the end all the crap will have been worth it... But omigosh, what a fucking struggle it feels like right now. Student-muthafucka-financedirect has yet to grant my loan application, without which I can't apply for a visa or grants from CSN or order plane tickets. Thus I can't set a date for my arrival, thus this annoys everyone involved in this. I feel bad because I should be the one on top of things here, but I feel very much lost in all of this. It's all vry freaky, scary and stressing in the way that whenever I sit down to relax I feel that I need to get up and do something but my mind can't form WHAT I should be doing instead, so I sit down in apathy.
Sometimes, just sometimes, this leads to me writing entries on my Livejournal. Hmm...
But seriously, this is starting to get a bit under my skin. I don't want to cause problems, but it seems that's what I'm doing, and I can't figure out how to correct and straighten out my situation. If anyone here has ever moved from Sweden to Leeds; please contact me. I sort of need that kind of expertis right now. Okay? Okay.
Sorry by the way, to the beautiful people that will be forced to live with me for the next few months as I will be a wreck. An annoying wreck. Most likely unbearable. Sorry. I love you guys. Really do.