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1. Some people say I'm really mean, and others say I'm really nice.
2. I have a lot of self-image problems.
3. I live on a lake and I can swim well, but I'm still afraid of drowning.
4. I've had a job since 8th grade and it's a responsibility I don't want anymore.
5. I tell really corny jokes sometimes.
6. The last time I can remember being happy for more than a day was before 7th grade.
7. I want to skydive on my honeymoon.
8. I've always wanted to go on a hot air balloon ride.
9. People call me hostile. I am not.
10. I may be bipolar.
11. I don't put myself down for attention, sometimes it slips out. And I wish it didn't.
12. Sometimes I really hate telling people how I feel.
13. One of my best friends is someone I've been talking to for 3 years but never met.
14. Sometimes I feel as if everyone is going to forget about me.
15. I want to go far in life.
16. Every time I see my dad, I feel guilty.
17. I want everything to be perfect and nothing ever is.
18. I can't stand taking a shower in the dark. I hate being in the bathroom with the shower light off, too.
19. If I ever won the lottery I would donate a lot of money to the Jimmy Fund.
20. I haven't had a boyfriend since 8th grade.
21. I've broken 3 mirrors in my life.
22. I don't think I have many friends.
23. I'm always paranoid if someone says something nice to me. I feel like people can't be honest and say I'm a bitch. Or that they're just saying that so I'll like them, or shut up.
24. I hate buffalo chicken.
25. I hate food in general and I don't like eating but I do it anyway when I'm bored. I'm never hungry.
26. I've never been in love.
27. Most of the time, people younger than me tend to annoy the hell out of me.
28. I like some little kids.
29. I want to get married right after college.
30. When I'm older, I want to live in Maine.
31. I'm really jumpy. The slightest things scare me.
32. The smell of pencil shavings makes me sick.
33. Life bores me.
34. Sometimes I hate being drunk because I act slutty or really emotional.
35. Busy schedules stop me from seeing my best friends
36. Sometimes I lie for fun.
37. I used to feel guilty about everything in my life. I would say "I'm sorry" to everyone. I felt guilty for my parent's marriage and divorce.
38. I feel like people feel sorry for me.
39. I feel too many things.
40. I think everyone is annoyed by me.
41. I love photography, but it hasn't made me happy lately so I haven't done it.
42. People used to say I am a good writer but I don't think I am lately.
43. I wish I could talk to my old teachers from middle school and tell them I'm okay.
44. I used to love apple juice.
45. I've never been close to anyone that has died.
46. I'm usually a pretty honest person, unless I feel bad. I won't flat-out tell someone who's been really nice to me that the annoy me.
47. I regret so many things in my life.
48. I wish I was smarter.
49. I wish I had a boyfriend that I could just fall asleep next to.
50. It's hard for me to get to know some people. And sometimes for people to get to know me.