Mar 15, 2005 20:44
wow...its been quite the dick-year since ive updated.....damn proxy shit at school!
well, since ive last updated ive turned 18, tennis has started, and SB05 is sounding better and better every day.
i am so physically, emotionally, and mentally tired.
im eating chocolate ice cream, and its probably the best hting ive eaten in days.
went to go clean up josies car for sb05 today after practice....i really cannot wait much longer...i need a break....major
i feel like i have to do so much, and so many people are expecting so much from me all the time. every day i have a list of things that i have to do....i cant remember the last time i was able to actually relax and not have to think of all the things that i have to do in the next so many hours. sometimes i feel like im damned if i do, damned if i dont----
still no one has taken me up on my offer for boy toy.....and (except for kal) no one has placed any applications.....i think there is a conspiracy against me.......i mean, am i that bad?
sometimes you just have to live life like you dont care, its a hell of a lot more fun that way