"get together give together w/ AE, this is alicia how can i help u?"

Nov 30, 2005 02:07

man, my late night wake-up cravings for oatmeal must stop....but its so good. haha, its been a long ass time since ive written on lj, i dont even know if anybody even checks mine anymore...oh well, its more for me than anyone else.

for the past month all i have done is get up (usually late) for class, get ready for work after classes, and then work til i drop almost every night....and then i cant go to sleep til like 1 am or later, and then when irealize i just cant fall asleep i get up and eat oatmeal (usually) and then finally fall asleep at like 2 or 3 in the morning....its a vicious cycle that i have created for myself here. i need my to get my shit in order and start making something of myself....or at least put more effort into my school work...i mean, this isnt high school anymore, but im still slcking off like i did a year ago. NOT cool. so ive decided to change my ways next semester and be a better student, focus on school more than my social life, and be more responsible and get a place (maybe) ?who knows?

so i have 2 wks left of classes and then finals wk...and im home forthe holidays...thank goodness mane. its ironic that my absolute best course is the one that all the prof's said that most freshman fail when they take it....but then again i love psych, so its easy to learn stuff when it interests you. while my other classes....eh, not exactly living up to my potential...

i like my job (hence this entries title) and i LOVE my discount, too bad im a broke bitch and i cant afford to put that wonderful discount to use....."sonofa----"....hopefully after c-mas il have a few gift cards and such to use for myself....gotta give into your id (psych term) sometimes or youll just go nuts.

another problem that is yet to be resolved or even completely dealt with....my confidence level whenit comes to guys here...i mean shit i have a few whipped aroudn my friggen pinkie, but the ones i want dont show me anything....i hung out with one the other night....HOTTIE...but sadly enough it wasnt what i had hoped for, i guess i had a vision of my perfect guy, and i expected him to fill it.....applications are still available everybody...spread the word people...lmao (its sad that i kinda mean that)

welp, i guess this is quite the lengthy entry, but then again, its been a while.....i could go on, but that would put me off schedule...i mean, its 2:30 am....that = time to try to fall asleep...keep it hyped in the 812 -

show me some love....
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