.:just some thoughts.:
no matter how hard i work....it never seems to pay off.
when i work hard and i have a bad day at it it's because i don't work hard enough, when i have an okay day it's because i don't work hard enough, but when i work hard enough and have a great day it's never enough...
when i had glasses i looked good in them but ppl. said i look better without them,
when i was thicker they said that if i worked out more i would look better,
when i dressed in big shirts and baggy jeans they said that if i tried smaller shirts and tighter jeans that i would look better,
they said that if i acted a little bit more like them then i would look better,
they said that if looked better then i would be happier...
i look better, i'm still waiting on the happiness...
they say that because i look better i have changed completely
they ridicule me for changing yet that's all they've asked me to do...
life has become this big, huge, contradictory game,
if you look bad you have a good personality
if you look good then you have no personality
guys want you to have a good personality but want's you to look good also...
people say "it's what's on the inside that counts" yet they automatically think 1,000 things about you when they pass you in the hall even if they've never met you.
people want everyone to be pretty people....
that's one thing they do have that they want without changing another person completely, they are just too stupid to realize that every person on this universe is pretty/hansome they're just used to seeing pretty people all the time that they feel the need to change everything because it bores them...
we take other people for granted by not complementing them on a job well done or something like that....always looking at the flaws in them.
yet we do the same thing to ourselves...never looking at our good points just the bad and blaming the world for something we've created.
hey guys...these are all my things that i've just now thought up....i guess i was just in the mood to think up these things....i don't even know if these make sense so if you would just comment and tell me if y'all understood it at all.
thank you!!!
~//Rachel Lauren//~