I dont know if I can make it....
Chris left tonight around 830ish. Thats it. I wont see him again until June most likely.
I dont know what it is about this one that makes him different, other than the fact that he is like no other guy I have ever met. I think its the power balance. In the way that it is very balanced, there is no struggle for power like you see in other relationships.
There seems to be one, perfect defining moment in every relationship, and I am pretty sure that ours was tonight.
There have been other things, other shared moments, trials and tribulations that we have worked through, those things have shaped what and who we became as a couple, and as seperate individuals. None however seemed as concrete as those final moments as we said not good bye, but see you soon.
I apologize to everyone if I am overly bitchy (well, more so than usual, if that is even possible), whiny, in the poor poor pitiful me mindset or just flat depressed(to the point that I dont want to leave the house let alone shower) over the next month or so. I can already feel it coming.
I want to say thank you in advance to all those that will stand by me and not give me any lectures about moving, those that will help me load the truck and those that try to cheer me up. I will most likely be so out of it that I wont even realize the things that you all are doing or trying to do for me.
I dont know what it is about this one that makes him different, other than the fact that he is like no other guy I have ever met. I think its the power balance. In the way that it is very balanced, there is no struggle for power like you see in other relationships.
There seems to be one, perfect defining moment in every relationship, and I am pretty sure that ours was tonight.
There have been other things, other shared moments, trials and tribulations that we have worked through, those things have shaped what and who we became as a couple, and as seperate individuals. None however seemed as concrete as those final moments as we said not good bye, but see you soon.
I apologize to everyone if I am overly bitchy (well, more so than usual, if that is even possible), whiny, in the poor poor pitiful me mindset or just flat depressed(to the point that I dont want to leave the house let alone shower) over the next month or so. I can already feel it coming.
I want to say thank you in advance to all those that will stand by me and not give me any lectures about moving, those that will help me load the truck and those that try to cheer me up. I will most likely be so out of it that I wont even realize the things that you all are doing or trying to do for me.