A NeW FoUnD PLaCe
First week a skool is finally over and thank god it is. Altho i must say it wuznt as bad as i thought it wud b. I mean my teachers r kool every1 else is kool and life is so far so good. And 4 every few seconds i c u i have u all 2 myself. I mean im kool wit tht but i feel so lead-on tht i mite want 2 give up and not b heartbroken but no im 2 deep now. Im in 2 far and thts my problem but who gives a fuck its high skool dont reely care anymore. I gotta say i got alot on my plate this yr. This is shit cuz i gotta take this 6 hour class 4 drivin and thts gaaaaaaay. Got a game this afternoon dont wanna go but im a go anyway cuz i have nuttin else 2 do. Im goin 2 get angry and take all of lifes retardation out on tha ball. Im goin 2 hit tha ball ver hard 2day. If they catch i hope it hurts their fuckin hand. I wanna hit 1 harder then Vlad Guerrero cuz im a b angry at tha game. Im forced 2 b there i dont wanna play but im good enuff 2 so i still play. The only reason y i hit those 4 homers wuz cuz i didnt even wanna b there. I took my anger out on tha ball and tha ball flew. I have all this anger inside cuz i nevr wanna let it out. It alwayz comes out i spurts but only a lil. 2day will b a good baseball day. I dont wanna b there i dont wanna play but im pissed cuz im bein forced 2. So i decide 2 c tha ball as my moms head when she yells at me, all tha times my teachers called me nuthin, all tha times tht gurlz got rid of me or didnt like me, all tha times i alredy failed in baseball, and finally tha future. I cant wait till i take a swing 2day cuz i wont care if we win or lose. As long as i have destoryin tha stupid thingz tht happened 2 me in life tht i took so seriously. 4 all tha times i cudnt stand up 4 myself or get enuff ballz 2 do sumthin i cant wait 2 tear tha cover off this fuckin ball. Im sure u all felt like this b4 but u all take it out on sum1. Think of all ur anger from tha past hmm mayb 8 years since u were around 8. Im sure u've let alot of anger out. i dont recall lettin any out. So 2day is tha day boyz and gurlz here i come but this ball is gonna have a funeral. if i dont hit tha ball hard im a try and break mikes wooden bat lol. W/e idc anymore fuck this i hate baseball sooo much. Im a fuckin kill it. Rot now. I still luv u all cya.